I love you because I'm alive,
I am alive because I love you.
Every morning I wake up next to you,
I'm alive.
Through the day as I wait for you,
I'm alive.
When I lie next to you,
I'm alive.
And I live every moment.
I feel every minute.
And i'm alive.
Because you are with me.

Then the rains came,
Crystal drops on my window,
The hazy silhouette of you leaving
Going away,
Leaving me here
The warmth of my sofa
Where I'm left
Sitting and waiting
Will you come my dear?
It's cold in here
I miss your breath
Your soft touch.
It's all gone,
But I'm still here.
Waiting
Will you come back?
Please come back
Let me feel the joy
I ones felt
Come and wipe the tear off my eyes
Come and I'll show you
My love for you is strong
My love for you is strong
My lust for you
is what keeps me wake at nights
Here
On this old sofa
Waiting for you
To take the rains away
To fill my life with the sunshine of our love
Take me with you
Into your dreams
Lets live together in our dreams
Lets travel together
Come back and find me
I am waiting for you.
Come

And the stars
And the mountains
And your breath
These are the things I will miss
These are the things I long

You lie before me
Soft skin and your calm breath
The lake reflects the moonlight
The trees shiver on the autumn air
Your sight and the window
Which one to choose?
I want to look at the cold waters,
And the sillouete of the moon
Reflected,
So bright,
So warm,
So soft, your skin.

But the cries
Listen closely
The moon cries
Listen to its voice
It lost the stars
It doesn't shine anymore
The clouds came to comfort it
and take it with them
To their long unstopable journey.

I don't want to  lose you
Like the moon lost the stars
I want to keep you here
In this small house of passion and warmth

You left  us here,
in the abyss of dreams and nightmares.
Did you?
Did you chose to leave a part of you behind?
To remind me of the time we had together?
Are you here now?
Listening to me?
I am lost,
I am looking for you.
I've missed you.
I was here before,
... I think.
I don't know if you searched for me.
Or if you still do.
It is hard I know.
But I want to find you.
Where are you?
I am not there.
I am gone.
It is you who left.
I follow the path,
the path to nowhere.
All those feelings.
Are they gone?
With you I mean.
Did you take them with you?
So where are you?


You live inside of me.
You are a part of me now.
I am with you.
Wherever I go,
whatever I do.
I feel you in me.
Are you still there?
Talk to me.
Let me feel.
Let me see.
If you are lost forever,
am I lost too?
What am I to become without you?
We used to be together.
Do you remember?
What am I?
Am I just a memory?
A fading memory at the bottom of your heart.
Trying to get hold of anything,
before it fades,
Forever.
Will I come to you again sometime?
Will you wait?


The trail is vanishing.
It is now covered in snow.
The fresh snow.
I have lost you.
Forever.
You lost me.
Forever.

My dreams of you are birds.
They fly.
They fly away.
I try to catch them every night,
but they get angry.
They become nightmares,
Nightmares of you.
I don't want this.
I just want you.
Will you come back?
Is it to late?


The birds are leaving.
The first snowflakes are falling,
From the white sky.
Winter is coming.
An emotional winter.
We used to be together.
Now I am alone.
I feel the winter.
The cold breeze reaches my bones.
You are not here to keep me in your warm hug.

Oh wait your silhouette I can see.
I reach my hand.
But nothing.
The dreams are back again.
Just dreams.
The memories I've left with.
I will keep them.
I will hold them as if I am holding you.
In my arms.
For the last time.
The time that I will always remember.
You are with me.
You will stay with me.
I will keep you by my side.
I will love you.

In the midst of the night
Under the moonlit sky
The sound of steps
A silhouette
So delight
I never knew your beauty
Under the raindrops
The soft autumn breeze
The light of a lantern reveals your face
And I am still here wondering
The reflection of the stars in the running river
It's in a hurry
The river runs
We stand still
I want to hear your voice
Walk with me up the stone road
I will take you home
I will show you the way
Before the light of the sun finds us

Is love a real feeling?
Is it forever ?
No ,
So what is it?
How can two people who were together to part one day.
How can you forget the person who made you feel unique,
The person whom you would die for,
You would cry for,
You would stay up all night,
You would think of all day long,
Is it really so easy,
Bidding farewell?
No answer applies.
Noone can say what is happening in this situation.
Who could give a clear answer,
Who would dare to analize this mystery,
Only a lover,
Only someone who really wants to know.

But these questions don't matter
Because in the end there is only one question to be answered and this is ,

as Tom Robbins said :

"Who knows how to make love stay?"

Love he never felt
An animal of the wild
No sympathy in his heart
He never left the jungle
Surrounded by concrete
The sun he never saw
And he thinks he is happy
He thinks he felt it all
He filled the void in his soul,
with little lies.
He lied to himself to feel happy
I am one of them he said
He kept on going
He lost his way
He vanished
No one around to look for him
No one to care
Another day is gone
One less stranger in this world.

Once there was a little man,
A simple man,
No different than the others,
His life was dull,
His face was pale,
A simple man,
Like any other,
No color in his life.

But when he met her,
He wasn't just a simple man,
He smiled
And he embraced life,
He breathed in the life he was missing,
He wanted to travel,
Travel in her eyes
Travel in her smile.

He got lost in happiness.

And when the time came,
When love was born,
From our hearts.
It felt so warm,
So beautiful,
Like you.

And it was only for us
Every moment,
Every feeling,
They had their own,
Magic.

Love kept us alive.
Our love,
And we stayed alive,
For love,
For each other.

We thought it would last forever.
But why?
What was the problem with it?

Love left us.
And with him we left,
We left ashes and dust behind,
And nothing to remember.
Only scrambled  memories.

Our heart,
The heart we shared shattered into pieces,
Leaving us with only our selves.
Seeking for mock parts to fill the emptiness
But nothing compares to the love we once had,
Nothing is so deep as that.
And we might never fill it again.