I found you when I was miserable,
or maybe just alone and bored.
The way I found you was unexpectable,
or maybe just unbelievable.

I know I may not have the chance,
to meet you and tell you
that I love you.

I know we live a lot of miles away,
but that doesn't make me stop loving you.

But I believe in dreams,
and I know I would make my dream true.
I know I would hug you,
and that would be the best day of my life.

(m.v.a)

I want to explore you

(Is this what this is?)



I want to hold every inch. I want to graze. My eyes they hunger. My mind tries to satiate my hunger but alas. Nothing imagined can compare. It is only fact. The only fact i know for a certainty.

(Okay, maybe thats a bit of an overexaggeration. But.


Shut up.)

I always end up giving up. Wind up throwing in the towel. Too wound up. Dissatisfaction.

(I almost said insatisfaction. But that would have been incorrect. No no. I am correct. Always. I am me. Me is right. Ha.)

I need to be pleased. Please, please me. Dear god what is going on. Inexplicable feels in places unpredictable. In ordinary actions turned utterly and splendidly extraordinary.

(How cliché.)

Sweet toxicity. Unexpectable, unsuspecting poison in every glance, every look. It holds me firmly with an unrelenting grip that says "there is no such escape from this destiny." And the words are such a pleasure to hear. And i want to hear them over. And over. And over again. And i want it deep and commanding. I want definity in the way that it already is. Who could ask to escape from something such as this. What poor blind fool would willingly give this up. This infinity. This immensity.

No. Not i. Never. I could never deny this. Not now or ever.

I am a happy captive of this place
in life
in which i am present in
at the moment.

I know you before you knew,
It was an unexpectable moment the time I met you.
I'm not lost nor broken,
I'm used to be happy and not asking for more token.

That night I heard your voice,
It's like an angel to me and I'm overdosed.
The voice of an evil inside you was unheard,
though you could be the pain in my chest and in my head.

Blinded in all the **** that you do,
You said you love me, well, I don't know and I don't care, I just love you.
Even though you treated me like a trash,
I will still forgive you fast like flash.

Your laughing eyes were such a beautiful scene,
The wicked you, was unseen.
And though I know all of this is not right.
I asked God, that please he protects our love with all his might.

Wish I could  say in flow
Through this wind,
Wish I could scold you in rush
Through this mind.
But every time seems it absurd
And beyond to your brain.

Worse to worst,
Each breath having pain
I felt broken instead this hurtness
Mischiev on us, neither you nor me
Only one thing unexpectable
It lies to my hearty-soul
You be cruel to me.
You don't feel to my love
You too would have pain
And curious next to me
Surely you gonna
Deeply regret it
Once if i let go of you
You will regret...

Who doesn't like likes?
Chase them in the night

Subs at Jersey Mikes
We're all searching for the light

Today he turns 13
Born downtown Taipei

One day Tokyo?
I pray one day he may

I'm not white he says
Just a hint of Asian eyes

What I wish for most
Unexpectable surprise

     Gandalf the Wise!

It's the silence that keeps on drawing me
The silence and the deer

Trappist Abbey in Oregon
Bangkok temple far from here

The beach, but not in summer
Grey skies, misty rain

Unexpectable, she said
The Buddha's female train

         open window pane

Why do i keep writing, John?
Better out than in
Yes, i think you're right
But why did i begin?

It's true i had the dream
True i tried to teach
True i know the Vertigo
True i kissed her at the beach

i think of you, dear reader
my phone, your distant eyes
expect the unexpectable
are aliens in skies?

                   i tries.

She said unexpected
Now a treasured word
She said unexpectable
(I think she probably heard)

Thai Buddhas are quite patient
Emerald or brown
Silent in the forest
Teaching in the town

She gave me mango lhassi
Said it's on the house
If she asked me I would answer:
Please take off your blouse

But she doesn't speak
Buddhamind not-two
Your memory in me
My emotions swim in you

              Es verdad.
                It's true.

I have to live my delusions
Of grandeur and recognition
I hope they are Quixotic
Knight errant my ambition

Almost sick with worry
Almost dead with dread
Mark in Sacramento
Unexpected is what she said

I like unexpected
Breakthrough of the new
I like unexpectable
That one came from who?

Still got my Yoda shirt
He can use the Force
So can Christo Rey
So can we, of course

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