Part 1
Weary of always looking up,
of always ******* up,
of always chasing after Tranquilty.
She is one step in front of me,
and regardless of how much I shout at my legs to run,
she will always be one step in front,
so I plea and plea and plea.
“ Don’t leave me untouched”.
She does not reply for she refuses to see,
all of the agony that clutched onto me.
Constantly I am running,
I am chasing,
I extend my arm out,
and beg for her to take my hand,
but she doesn't even look behind.
I trip over Pride and Repetity and I fall
Oh she is so unkind.
I close my eyes as my body greets the floor.
Tumble down and bumble into a wall.
I do not wish to do this anymore.
Strength is what I desire,
Strength is what I need to acquire.
This so called Anxiety Wall, is 6 feet tall.
So I simply lay and recall,
a life that was never mine.
Over time,
the wall seems to grow,
is it due to my own design?
Did not know how to add more than one poem