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Rosalie Apr 2013
Let me tell you what I've learned about toxicology
My life is toxic and I owe it an apology
Peer Pressure?
Whats that?
Like an invite to get ****** up with friends?
Oh, you should resist that?
I always remember once the night ends


But not much else
Jonny Angel Jan 2014
You
were raised
on diesel fuel,
coal dust & corn liquor,
inhaled gnats by the ton.

I
want
you to spit in my mouth,
to taste your toxicology,
to absorb your proteins
& dirt.
Thinking of You Nov 2021
There’s been a lot of toxic love before you.
You being pure makes me see it.
Maia Vasconez Sep 2019
The weatherman said it was going to rain but he didn’t mention
when it would let up. It’s been raining for years.

I keep telling myself I’m not allowed to be this downpour,
this unhappy
all the time. It doesn’t help.

I don’t want to be brave today. I don’t
want to do the work today. I don’t want to do the work today. I don’t want
to do the work today. I don't want to.

The only thing worth living for is the sunset. I’m letting things
pile up instead of taking care of them. I want to see
how high I can get.

This is the terrible precipice I’ve been peering over.
Everyone/ no one is worried for me.
If I fall on them,
I will be so heavy. And what is it if it isn’t

everyone you take with you on the way down?
I thought I would fall right into the sunshine. I thought I’d be
covered in it.



Oh my god I can’t die yet,
my room isn’t clean.

Look, I brushed my hair.
I got dressed.

See, I'm better now. See?
Percocet
*******
Xanax
OxyNEO

And god knows what else.
You keep telling me “I’m not high I swear! I’m just tired”
But your lips are tinged blue, you have saliva in the creases of your mouth, your body is frail and sickly looking, your skin so white it’s almost transparent. Your eyes are swollen, glossy, and gaunt, your cheeks are sunken, your hair is tangled and unwashed.

“I’m not high I swear!”

But I don’t believe you. How many times have you said that to me only to confess later that you were, that you found a pill and didn’t have the self control not to take it.

“I’m not high I swear”

Yet you randomly smack your head, blurt out random words and nonsense, forget entire conversations, fall asleep mid sentence.

You said you were clean. But the very next day I get a call telling me that you’ve been arrested for a DUI, you had Xanax and Oxyneos in your toxicology report.

I’m afraid to answer my phone when it rings, I always fear it will be the call that tells me you’ve overdosed.

You said “I don’t need to go to rehab, I can quit myself”
But if that were true, you’d be clean by now. It’s been over a year since you told me you were addicted to pills.
At first it was just a perc or two, and now you are a full blown opioid abuser.

You’ve become the thing you hated most. An addict that can’t admit that they have a problem.

“Im not high I swear”

I can’t count how many times you’ve said that, how many times you lied to my face. So many times I never want to hear those words come out of your mouth again.
But I know I will, and I know I’ll go home and cry after and pray to god you wake up tomorrow.

I just want my best friend back, the kind and honest loving girl you use to be.
I’m tired of the you you’ve become.
The girl that lies, that steals, that is wasting away.

If only you never took that first pill.
Addiction steals everything.
Vivekanshu Verma Apr 2020
Riddle in Rhymes,
During Corona Times
By Toxic Detective for Indian Society of Toxicology (IST)
Vomiting is nature's protective reflex against ingested toxins with my bitter alkaloids, accidental by innocent kids,
Bitter is Killer 💀, As a thumb's #rule, in medical science; but most of life saving medications are also bitter 👅, instead;
Vomiting after ingesting me, protects you medically as well as legally, in court of law leads;
Prehistoric #judicial systems determined guilt or innocence in a legal #trial, for human misdeeds;
By subjecting the accused to a dangerous experience, traditionally known as “trial by #ordeal” misusing my seeds;
Whether one survived such an ordeal poison of mine,
was left to control of divine,
to be freed;
and escape or survival was taken to indicate innocence on behalf of the defendant, instead;
The roots of this custom lie in the Code of #Hammurabi and the Code of Ur-Nammu, the oldest known systems of law, reads;
Numerous West African tribes from #Calabar, depended on my toxic bean in jurisprudence, in needs;
Also renowned as ordeal poison or #lie-detector bean, for rulings in their early courts, impledes;
Tribal #Nigerians, misused toxic action of my beans to detect witches & people possessed by evil spirits, who concedes;
#Judicators, would feed numerous seeds, what they called “ordeal poison,” to the accused; if he or she was innocent, indeed;
Hypothetically, God would perform a miracle and allow the accused to live—and the court would have its ruling, proceeds;
If the reverse was true, of course, guilt would be “proven” the moment its sentence was successfully carried out, in recede;
I am a climbing leguminous plant in forests, can be poisonous to humans when chewed, as beads;
I am a large, herbaceous perennial vine, with a woody stem at the base, as natural weeds;
I produces a large, purplish flower with intricate visible veins; attracting innocent Kids;
My flowers yield a thick brown pod of a fruit, contains 2-3 kidney-shaped seeds;
it’s not until rainy season (June through September) that my fatal plant Breeds;
In monsoons, my fruits, capable to produce its best, most toxic beans; indeed;
I am named botanically by appearance of my fruit “a snooping beak-like solid appendage” physo- means “bladder,” at the end of the stigma Beaked;
My toxin is reversible cholinesterase inhibitor, which acts on the autonomic nervous system, leads;
My poison disrupts communication between the nerves and organs of victims, it needs;
In this regard, I acts similarly to nerve gas, which results in contraction of the pupils, recedes;
Profuse salivation, convulsions, seizures, spontaneous urination and defecation, exceeds
Loss of control over the respiratory system, and ultimately death by asphyxiation, as due to secretions, airway blocks & impedes;
Antidote to my poisoning is the slightly less toxic tropane alkaloid atropine, which may often succeeds;
Though myself toxic, my alkaloid proves an effective antidote for poisoning from another deadly plant, Atropa Belladonna seeds;
Guess my name, causing Vomiting, as Lie detector for your means: when an Ordeal poison, impleads;
References:
1. Pillay, VV. Comprehensive Medical Toxicology. 3rd Ed. Jaypee. 2018 p612-15
69%
the beast howls the serpents home
sends fire up the spine of anyone
dare enough to be brave and dare me
terror amplified by the terror it tried
to feed me,  a dish of my own tongue
proper etiquette my mouth is mutual

hand gun presently displayed at his funeral
open casket hide the wound he was shooting from
at open lung hide this toxicity toxicology talk
st peter knows opiates like i know opiates
Mieux nous mentir nus ensemble et rester au chaud, puis être vêtu dans la tombe et être froid mais toujours aimante, en enfer , dans sa chaleur et les flammes nues . vous êtes mon tout, vous êtes mes se dévisse, mon prophète de l'amour, c'est pas mal cupidon
Fumbletongue Nov 2018
The flesh of your words are gangrene
Sloughing at the tips
Their inflection an infection
Necrosis apocalypse
Swelling reds and gorging purples
Lack of bloods life flow
Putrid rotting letters
Thrombosis runs the show
Losing membrane integrity
Their fetid smell does waft
Forced fed through the senses
Until we subjugate
I can tell by the smell
Under the perfume
The only thing that they will do
Is lure us to our tombs
So keep your words and parlor tricks
I see them clear as day
Countless ways to contaminate
And weaken all your prey
It's time to tie the tourniquets
At the shoulders and the thighs
The time is now to amputate
This toxicology of lies
You can tell their worth by counting all the swarming flies
A Nov 2017
It came thru on a dagger
Spending my last earn faster
Sped up the toxicology to my master
He leans in with a coarse demeanor
Contemplating courses to make it last her
Devils worship in his eyes are blacker
Souls deepen their bloodied grips harder
Speculation drives the people’s brain madder
Insisting on it’s return to the last crater
We push our own to the edge quicker
Lava molding our faces with anger
Desperately gnawing for clarity's charger
Creating glimpses of light for the masses
Leah R Aug 2016
I drank a lot tonight
I feel trapped
I feel trapped
As trapped as I felt that one time locked in your room for hours

As locked as when you stood between me and the door
Did I say locked? I meant trapped

Is that a cop up ahead?

Remember the night I said "Come outside"?


If I died right now I would be free

And it would be so easy too.

They would find my car and do a toxicology report and find that I had drank but just how much?

Only enough to recognize all of this *******

This is only my first time? I must be a natural
Poetic T Jun 10
Woeful of greed, she is the serpent
in the sheets, her bite ending happiness
that never saw her misdeed.

Toxicology showed that the bite was swift,
he, d been dead from the pills moments
before that he’d taken that night.

Knowing he couldn’t live with
the debt that she had accumulated,
before kissing her goodnight.

Can you ****** someone twice..
Big Virge Aug 2021
Ya Know The World Is FINE... !!!

It's Humanity's LOSS...  
When We Decide...  
To Behave Like DOGS... ?!?  

The World's WAY BEYOND.............................  ..  
PAYING The Cost... !!!!!  
For Humanity's WRONGS...  
Because The Earth Is STRONG... !!!  
  
And Doesn't Get LICKED...  
Cos' of HITS From The ****... !!!  
Or THONG Based Songs... !?!  
  
The World Says... " GREAT "...  
In The Face of STRAIN... !!!  
  
Cos' Now Human LOSS...  
Is The Planets' GAIN...  
When Human DROSS...  
NO LONGER Stains... !!!  
The Planets' SPACE... !!!!  
  
The Earth I Think...  
Would Tell CERTAIN Man QUICK.
  
"Stop playing you slick !  
You were given a brain for you to think,  
while you engage your brain these days,  
like an ignorant pig whose actions stink,  
of stupid displays, like the weakest link !"  
  
Now I've Said BEFORE...  
It's A... CRAZY WORLD... !!!  
  
But The World's NOT Crazy... !!!  
PEOPLE Are... " Shady "... !!!  
  
ABUSING Our Babies... !?!?!  
Cos' of Mind States... Hazy...  
  
... DRUGGED UP Daily... ?!?...  
Treating Earth Like HADES... !!!  
  
DEMONIC And SICK... !!!  
From Poli-TRICKS To How We Live...  
  
RACISTS.... RAPISTS....
  
People CATCHING CASES...  
For CLEARLY FORSAKING...  
What Some CALL Gods Graces... !!!  
  
In SO MANY Places...  
The Earth SEES WAR... !!!  
  
From IGNORANT Hoards...  
And People Who *****...  
Themselves For WEALTH...  
And THAT... " BIG SCORE "... !!!  
  
So What's In Store... ???  
Is The World Going CRAZY... ?!?  
  
Well I Think The World Maybe... ?  
is Seeing That... Lately...  
  
People THINK CRAZY...  
DEFINES The Word STATELY... ?!?  
  
They're A Bit Confused... ?!?  
When What They CHOOSE...  
Are The Types of ABUSE...  
People SHOULD REFUSE... !!!  
  
Like Treating The Environment...  
As If It NEEDS Retirement... ?!?  
Because of BOMBING TYRANTS... !!!  
Who FEED The Earth With VIOLENCE... !!!  
  
I THINK A Moments..... SILENCE  .....  
Is NEEDED MORE Than SIRENS... !!!  
  
And IGNORANCE Cos' Migrants...  
Are Seen As Being Minors...  
By THOSE Who CLAIM They're MAJOR...  
Because of PRINTED Paper... ?!!!?  
  
That ROBS The World of SAVIOURS... !?!  
  
Like TREES That NEED To BREATHE...................  
To NURTURE And GROW SEEDS...  
Because That's What It NEEDS... !!!!!  
  
NOT Consequential Deeds...  
From Mans' NEUROLOGY...  
Where Acting IRRESPONSIBLY...  
FEEDS The TOXICOLOGY...  
AFFECTING Earths' Ecology...  
  
With What's Known As...  
...... " MYCOLOGY "...... !!!  
  
It's GREEDY Ideologies...  
From EGO-FILLED Autonomies...  
Governed By POOR Policies...  
That Lead Some To Believe...  
  
The Earth is Some COMMODITY...  
To Be Sold To OLIGOPOLIES... !!!?!!!  
  
And THAT THE WORLD...  
And NOT It's Peeps'...  
Has FINALLY Gone CRAZY...  
  
Well WRITTEN In These Lines...  
Are WELL Constructed Rhymes...  
  
That PROVE...  
  
..... " The World IS FINE ! ".....
No matter what stupidness we continue to embrace, I think that, without us, the world will be okay ....
WISEPENNY Jul 2020
POISON FOR PROBLEM
TRICKY NEVER WENT TO SCHOOL HERE
TOXICOLOGY REPORTS
BELLY RULES
WATCHING MEN OF FAME WHITE WASH THE RULES

FOR AN EYE IS INFECTIOUS IN SIGHT
YOU DONT NEED MASKS TO TAKE DOWN THERE KITE

TRIVIAL BUT TRUE DICOP OUT TO BEAR NO MASK IN HAND
OR MAYBE IN ARCANUM STOLEN APON LAND

I TOLD YOU ONCE
I TOLD YOU TWICE
I DONT EAT THOSE PEANUT BUTTERED SPLICED

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