I'm done it's over
No more no less
I'm done with this touture, distress
Stomach so nauseous
My mind so vicious
I can't do much more
It really won't be long before
I'm out that door
Or is that a metaphor
I really dont care anymore
My life's a *****
Lending my heart
My life my part
And nothing but pain
Nothing remains
My core is all gone
No strength to take on
This world
My head spins it's twirled
I'm weak a dieing clover
I'm done its over

Inside me was beleif
But was destroyed my mischief
I'm all gone from this life
Would I take it with a knife
To my throat
Maybe if I drowned I might float
Who cares anymore
I'm down on the floor
No more helping hands
All I can see is empty lands
Hurt so hard
A fat piece of lard
A waste of space
A complete disgrace
To the whole human race
Time to find a new place
Who am I, what am I
A monster meant to die?
So hurt inside
I tried to hide
But is death the key
Maybe then I can be free

Facing reality.
Have you ever been so alone , impacted and filled with your biggest insecurities .your biggest disappointments, your let downs have you ever been left alone with Just you .
My biggest fears was getting close to you only to lose you I didn’t know a human being could be so evil battling against principalities the **** can get deceitful
You filled the wounds that I thought could know longer be filled. broken and damage from loved touture I can’t even think straight just knowing I lost you knowing that I damage you with my pasts infection
I never thought somebody could ever take my pain away. I never thought it would be you ,
The person who showed me that they truly love me
Iinfected .
I wanna connect , I wanna love , I wanna give everything but if it’s not you then honestly I don’t know. I just know I want you I ******* need you my intentions was never bad

Sitting in the dark with the screams of demons all around me. This is my life, my day to day struggle.. I might smile, I might laugh, but inside I am empty my heart is broke into a million pieces and can never be fixed..I look over my shoulder to see the devil smiling at me.. my mind is tourtered with the visions of fire and brimstone..as I sit here in silence my voices touture me with the taunts and the disbelief of my life..I open the bottle of pills and pour them in my hand, i reach for my drink and put them in my mouth and soon I'll be asleep.. I drift away to warmth I'm finally free...