"marrige" poems
Let me tell you, it happened to me once,
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She left.
The worst part of it all were the questions
Why didn't she give me a reason
Why didn't she waits for me
A puzzle to be decoded,
I carefully studied past memories,
dutifully analyzing every words I said
What was wrong?
It's unfair how she left without a reason
Every night & day
I spiralled downwards into despair
The pain barely registers
My world were gray
Hyperbolic, but it is
Life was pointless
The future was a fog
I cursed myself, hoped something could happened so I didn't have to be alive
"Should I go find him? I'll wait for him, I trust him, he exclusive to me."
Don’t be fooled
On the first 3 months, I thought that too
But she cuts her hearts into 3 & gave it away
That's how she cope with the pain
She heals faster that way
No point to stay like a dog sitting & waiting for its owner to come home behind the closed door
Complexity of human beings
Don't be a burden of feelings
Yours and another’s
There's still a residual damage
Eventually after 4 months I got her back
My heart was so happy that she comes home
I loved her, but she wasn't entirely mine
I could force a marrige & have a family with her
But I realized if I did that, it will be only pressured me
Everything that's not supposed to yours will slipped out of you grip sooner or later, no matter how hard you hold it.
"What about my theory if some black magic witch played a trick on him? we're in Indonesia, you know sometimes it happens illogicaly"
Feelings become stronger than reasoning. Even though I’m ideologically opposed to your theory, if it happened then it happened with God 's permission. It could be a way to save you from him. All for a good cause.
It's his choice
An active action
Accept that
It's just a matter of breaking a habit you're attached to
I'm not forbid you to go there
If you still wan't to fight for him, does he deserve your efffort?
Choose your battle wisely
Don't go alone & promise me
If it's not what you expect,
If you encounteres a road to disappointment
Do not do anything stupid
I don't want to hear you did any lame attempt to escape from this world
Don’t push the thoughts away
Let them in,
Embrace the sadness and heart break
Accept them and let them be there
This is a learning journey, you'll be fine
Time will erase the pain away.
May 17, 2019
May 17, 2019 at 1:08 AM UTC
A widely known fact
Is that a women’s heart is black
And from within that horrid vessel
Wrestle evils that never settle
But what is never said
Nor stated
A discussion you can’t have unabated
Because there is a man
Who will stand
In the way of the doorway
With a brand
In his hand.
He places it against her cheek,
The freak!
Doesn’t even show the slightest pity
To her ****** little shrieks.
His only prerogative, it seems
Stem to stream a dream to mar his wares
Like mares and ******
Jul 11, 2012
Jul 11, 2012 at 7:32 AM UTC
She says to him
“Will you marry me”?
He got in the moon and told “Why”?
She said,” Then I'll love you more than ever”.
He said,” And if I don't marry…”?
She hung down and went mum.
After some maybe little pause;
He said,” You are really a very nice girl”.
“Marry someone else and love him for ever”.
The girl is very nice and the girl is very clever.
Jun 14, 2014
Jun 14, 2014 at 7:26 AM UTC
spark up the lighter
feel it burn the tip of your thumb
light up the demons
inhale their love
blow out all your worries
in a puff of tobacco smoke
fell yourself succumb
into their fake love
crack open the bottle
feel the burbon burn
as it trickles down your throat
let the warmth of distorted happiness
engulf your soul
pour out the pills of hope
let the pretty colours cause you
to overdose
sit back and feel the numbness
shut down your body
a false moment of freedom
make your addiction
a romantic affair
the most epic marrige
you've already maded the vow
'till death do us part, my love.
Oct 16, 2017
Oct 16, 2017 at 9:07 PM UTC
Two
Three
One line
Two lines
One love
Two loves
Trio marrige
May 22, 2019
May 22, 2019 at 5:26 AM UTC