"feverous" poems
Saturated in steely blue clutches, sweating from the 75 degree Georgia night
strung up and washed out with a serpent woman that keeps bringing on the blight
Singing you a song of bliss and blinders.
A big brick red boot on your neck and a green collar that reads The Gardens *****
The Garden takes the taxes tightens up the lead and never relaxes
Hit ya where ya like, the pain is disguised, leather tastes like candy, The Gardens got ya hypnotized.
Your late night camping sight attracts the moon light parasite, that acolyte of appetite, Tonight your the Gardens Delight
You wanna run but she's got those hooks between your shoulder blades feeling like an inexorable **** of silk, smoke and skin.
She gives you every thing you need,
Fountain heads of intemperance and black out nights
Whole streets smelling like grease and charcoal charbroils
Men and women of dexterous lechery, feverous severance, and generous deference
Crystals for your cranium, high altitude dives and the lowest lows.
A cacophony of any entertainment you might want or need, just as long as its seedy.
The Garden keeps blinders on your head to make sure you can't see anything she doesn't want you to.
Try to remove em and the punishment is usually severe.
She might give you the greatest loves you've ever known and turn em to photographs, blot em with LSD and trip you out on memories.
And when you come back to what you think reality is she'll take those photographs and burn em up right in your face and leave you asking if any of it really happened while feeling like it was the realest thing that ever has.
She'll break you and build you up, build you up and break you worse. A cycle of bad things feeling real good.
The Garden will do everything in her power to keep you right here.
But if you can get all those straps and tight leather off, all those hooks and chains.. If you can escape her steely blue clutches,,
You'll finally see how wrong you've been done, and your still gonna want her back in some strange way..
but you might start to heal....
But know this.
No matter where you might run off to,
You'll still be hearing The Garden City call.
That siren song of bliss and blinders.
Mar 23, 2017
Mar 23, 2017 at 4:27 AM UTC
We rushed on glorious wings
that fed bombs into Baghdad soil
with feverous lust for a hollow dream.
Now nine long years later,
seventeen bodies lie on earth where oil
engenders a lust that’s even greater.
Seventeen skeletons innocent;
Seventeen bloodlines’ descent.
Karzai’s blank solace and Kandahar’s dead
seventeen lay heavier on the heart than lead.
Three tours were far too many,
the fourth far more than he could take.
A sergeant who’d have given any-
thing for his wife and kids’ sake.
Seeing a good friend’s severe injury –
the last blow Sanity could handle.
Morality goes out – light from a candle
swaddled in smoke’s endless perjury.
Seventeen seconds of forethought
may perhaps have faltered his shot;
Seventeen centuries of ponder
and still the heart may have not grown fonder.
Seventeen lovers left alone,
or loves that’ll never come to pass,
seventeen graves of heavy bones
mark where a madman’s mind broke at last.
Seventeen skeletons innocent;
Seventeen bloodlines’ descent.
Karzai’s blank solace and Kandahar’s dead
seventeen lay heavier on the heart than lead.
Sep 2, 2012
Sep 2, 2012 at 7:49 PM UTC
Wastelands of dry parched nothingness
Forced pursuit of pale mirages filled with life
Wavering brinks of relief in the scorching heat
Washed away life of golden liquid
Dehydrated stumbles in the dreaming darkness
Faded taste of malicious lies
Water in feverous dreams
Dried up mouth in waking sleep
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Feb 22, 2012
Feb 22, 2012 at 9:13 PM UTC
She fits him like a glove, and
He will keep her warm, and
He’s burning her up, as
She turns to ice.
He’s a drug, and
She’s feverous, and
Nobody else can see it as
She dies.
He’s her poison, and
He’s only hurting her, he is
Built like a vaccine and he’s the bad one
In a batch of a million,
Killing her softly. She will go
In her sleep
In his arms, and
She will count herself lucky, because
She knows that he will cry
Because he cares, and they were made
For each other.
The killer, and
The lover.
Mar 24, 2013
Mar 24, 2013 at 11:59 AM UTC
On a Sunday it was dark; girls infatuated with attention
Consuming on facebook uploads, and hashtags that have no explanation for your comprehension
I stand alone in a world, a total suspension
From the societies of fake likes and relationships and self pent up tension
I had faith in you, but your beliefs are not worthy of my mention
For the things you lived for, the mundane delusions that causes your detention
For you are detained in your self- created stress and your feverous passion that is derived by convention
You are stuck in a world not yours, and once I tried to liberate you from it you couldn't stop clinging and clench'n
To your false priorities and you call this a life… you call yourself living when your hollow ego and pride has out shadowed your repention
And sin became a right, and good became a privilege, all this in the world craving attention…
Souls like me are buried, embodied by peace we have with our existing forms
Free thinkers; attached to our beliefs and religious rituals yet deviated from your filthy sociological norms
And values we have created and you chose to forget
And destinies we work to change, yet your destinies are set
For sheep follow each other into circles of indecorous confusion
And every one of you follows what he thinks is fun, or cool or the trendy illusion
We have reached a time when we follow people, not thoughts, material not ideas and we demand respect
How could I respect clones? For their values become lower than that of an insect...
I trusted you were different, but I grew beyond that thought and realized you're the same
You just yearn for the spotlight, live on opinions, and follow your low life leaders into a path of misleading fame…
Jan 8, 2013
Jan 8, 2013 at 7:38 PM UTC
She flies solo, glides freely floats softly
grace of that of a lonely hunter's dream. She can look
you in the eye and take you by surprise or she'll turn
you into Lot's wife.
She can walk, so slow or so fast, make anything
appear or vanish from path. It's this that won't disintegrate,
but the gallows wait, they know the burnings won't last
but killing for justice won't ever pass.
Knock 'em dead the catalogue said, it's this you won't regret.
It's not my eyes that are wrong for seeing, but the hands,
enable, events that were had. I turn back to look for her soft hands,
I turned back on her and now I'm a pillar of salt.
I sat there still and wake, couldn't breath, couldn't talk
but I could listen. I heard it all. I heard the stories. I heard things short and long.
I'm the pillars point of the world, people are mad, the pillars of marble
are left to toil and rot.
II
Feverous snakes coil and twist
While, soothing Medusa calls. Don’t You dare take a glance of horror or
Beware—
You’ll be hard as stone— blood diamonds
Her bed is snakes, drapes of spider webs, stone tile made from shale,
Slimy, slippy, scaled. Sticky.
Dark shadows and empty silhouettes— gaze
Wait, what’s just around that corner?
I hear her calling, my limbs—flesh
Not stone! Promiscuous queen,
******* dark not pale, I’ll gouge my eyes before I’m caught dead
in your horrid bliss.
Her blood now fills the coral , of the red sea. So mystique and mastery
Of colors. All created from this
Hideous *****
Dec 8, 2011
Dec 8, 2011 at 6:43 PM UTC
Do you feel how the air moves
Autumn, my love?
I have a secret to confess
Autumn, my love.
I have been blue like the summer sky
Among the cordial zephyrs
Those crowds and their pleasantries
Alight everywhere
As the trees in plumage
Concealing so much as they reveal everything,
Autumn, my love.
It has been a feverous summer,
Mad Augustine march of the southern breeze
Into the remote Tuscarora contemplation
Of lascivious concealing,
Autumn, my love.
You chilled my hands, leading me up
The logging path,
Ignored my glance and kept pulling
My insecurities up to the surface
The grief and lethargy I feel
Stomping through the moving pictures
Of the concealed revealing
Soon the sky will be very clear
And your darkness passes across your face
Much sooner now,
Autumn, my love.
Why did you bring me here, to the edge?
You pause and wait for the sky the perfect
Blend of grey and decay.
You speak and the leaves fall around me
And I feel myself melting into your *****
Covered by your many hands
Curving around my body, enveloping,
With your gravity putting me on my back
And carve my every sacred cerebra
With the twists and moistness, the cool
Air scent of the sleeping earth
Of your belly
Autumn, my love,
I wish to have you always,
Autumn, my love.
Your cracked embrace swims down the ravine
Seeming to wave goodbye.
It’s in time likes these,
Autumn, my love,
I cannot bear the thought of an equinox of passion,
Where the golden sun is soon on its way to setting
Autumn, my love.
You look out, where the sun will rise,
Your footsteps gliding over the edge
Where I cannot chase you out
The valley of your body and you giggle at the fact,
Autumn, my love.
A single leaf falls from your hand,
I wish to have you always, too
But this joy can only perch on the precipice
Of despair
Each day must flee quicker and quicker
You tell me, you’ll love me more when I am gone,
Autumn, my love.
Sep 15, 2018
Sep 15, 2018 at 11:41 AM UTC
Evangelical butterflies
purchase time to fly
their minds curve ball at the human race
for petty ideals lame of path,
save disaster
Drugs mellow and hype the sky; old burnout dun aged
and with feverous tremors flickers its scopic windpipe and dares
its arteries to burst
Some of us
Don't turn back to look the other way
Past's gravity propels off beat feet
bold,
rooted in the grit of grief and mich-matched silks
spewing dislodged disco *****
All at once
manic with aphrodisiacal aspirations you now know
another chance to take along the way
Pic-pockited, you gain no tangible trophy
But a gambled heart wins the lottery...
and a side of salted pain
Admiral protagonists seize the remote and chase
the impossibles to the frayed frames of the earth
Worth your while
are the delinquencies,
on the rocks arguments,
and perhaps a billion setting suns to share with your son's
untainted pool of innocence
Now
To what end
Would you call a failure?
Oct 7, 2014
Oct 7, 2014 at 3:08 PM UTC
Like every youngblood in love
I want to write something
that gets away from me,
the next Great American ___,
sprawls like the city I live in.
Still these Northwestern scapes're contained
by rivers, valleys alike, and mountain range.
these lands are fertile, the soil tangible,
dig your fists deep, bring up handfuls,
the people tenable, shrouded in the times,
still waiting awhile whilst consumed with fever.
Feverous of injustice as done by Evil.
Amongst all these radicals and activists,
must wax progressive: hell, I can fix this.
Crack the can, a forty down to sixteen,
still the same American Malt I've been in.
No poems but my belly's getting swollen.
I don't wanna write no odes to bottles.
If I'm drinkin' in heaven I haven't the heart in
which to dwell upon our...
A sprawling poem leaves lines undone
to be penned in, in half-heart, without
a care that I gave them.
I've seen the best m-
Oh what have I seen?
What I knew, nothing new
just the cacophony of windy trees.
But'cha wait for these moments
when it's clear.
Oct 13, 2014
Oct 13, 2014 at 1:32 PM UTC
~
A sliver through leaning elm
lattice branches disguise and distort.
Speckled with yellow, green tree frogs
took the shine as an omen
and sang for lovers with feverous desire.
The goddess of night stirred me also
as I peered deep into the wicker…
I sought a more clear view
but her coyness combined
with the angle of twig
and left my gaze unsatisfied.
Low in a north/ south canyon
barely able to see the sky
I shed a tear for her passing
while wishing for every singing frog
a bright and inquisitive mate. /
Jul 27, 2017
Jul 27, 2017 at 12:38 PM UTC
"Show me a beauty I've never seen before.....
Help me feel a passion I've never felt before....
Make my heart ache.
Open the parts of me that are locked away inside....
Take me by the hand..... take me to your secret place.
Catalyst for my soul.....
Tempt my spirit....
I want to surrender.....
Make me alive again.
Make me die and be reborn
Reborn into Life.
Shedding our skin against the flames... burning ashes falling away... new forms stand.... ALIVE
Wild passion dwells within our veins.... burning and feverous.... bursting to the surface....
The day cools to ashes... yet the embers still glow brightly in our souls......
We yield naturally..... like the Winter surrenders to the Spring... effortlessly, as if by instinct.
Wet earth pulling us....inviting us,
Moss and leaves, soft and yielding beneath our bare feet
droplets glistening on fresh verdure in a twilight fantasy
Arrested by beauty, but no prisoner. We are for once completely free.
The binding garments of society shed....
We make war against routine.
We make amends with our roots
Waterfalls..... refreshing, cascading currents of translucent jewels
Under restoring waters, we flow with the droplets... in one direction.. all with the same destination.
Under a titanium orb of cratered moon.... we redefine passion..... we reinvent Heaven.
The night belongs to us.
Dashing through timber and thicket... we steal back our childhood.
We take back our innocence.
Fingers woven together like celtic knots....
Panting, breathless, pounding hearts like the thundering hoof beats of a thousand wild horses.....
The sounds of nature our orchestra.... serenading our dance through the trees.
Stars in the infinite canopy above, like fallen white petals floating in a pitch black pool....
mirroring the shimmer in our eyes.... and the white hot blaze within our hearts.
I am alive again... in your secret forest"
Mar 10, 2014
Mar 10, 2014 at 9:48 PM UTC
Eerie when it's three twenty-five
In the mornings of a nevermore
Fiendish powers dwelling inside
Awakened in a feverous implore
Darkness harkens souls to stay
When in an illuminating twilight
Subconscious turns ashen gray
Plants suffering a certain blight
Sleep had long not hypnotized
Nights, they pass in dry spells
No ravens come a tip tapping
Upon my mind's sly betrothal
Yet, the witching hour beckons
My brain has a way of knowing
Night, just half of it is passed
Rest half would be my undoing
Jun 2, 2020
Jun 2, 2020 at 7:43 PM UTC
If I was a real poet
I would write about the world
Around me, the living problems
We share commonly.
I met your eyes on the way,
They prefer the pitter patter
Of small minded half empty cups.
I desire the beauty you write about
But I hate that we escape our world
With distilled words of selfish
Inward feverous double edged nothingness!
Oh, if I were a poet
I'd be humble
And facing tomorrow with hope
With fortitude of today, unflinching,
Uncompromising with no promises.
But every reader needs an escape,
And I'm happy to provide ignorant bliss.
May 3, 2016
May 3, 2016 at 1:58 PM UTC
I scratch and scrape
And pull words together
To make a state-
No, there has to be a better…
Breathing in
And beginning again
From the start
To create “good” art.
But subjectivity!
Who determines the value?
Of my feverous venue
Aka attempt at creativity.
Maybe I could write of
Unrequited love,
Morals or Serendipity.
But today they don’t inspire me.
So instead…
I’ll sketch a portrait
Of thoughts in my head
Of what comes from my forebrain.
Apr 16, 2014
Apr 16, 2014 at 7:20 PM UTC
I can't get enough of the thrill
The choke and the tears after
The miles and miles I run in my mind
How the stars look at night
They follow me and I need the release
I need the touch and go in my head
Cat and mouse I play with my sanity and will to live
One more thrill ride so I can crash
Give it until I ask no more
Let me feel the burn as it chases me
Feverous sickness in my mind
I love the thrill....the choke
The taste of the dead left in my mouth
Let go and you can see the past in the smoke
I see with more clarity then I wish I did
Higher than I ever was and I wish it would end me
So I love the choke and the thrill...maybe one day you will understand
Apr 15, 2019
Apr 15, 2019 at 3:55 PM UTC
Distancing yourself from me
Or saving me from you
Some days I wonder which it is you do
Swimming away from me
Or struggling with the tide
Most days I wish I had a guide
A map to show me your routes
The cavities of your existence
The holes in your feverous heart
Just so I could go,
dash in;
take the hurt.
Sometimes I wish I had a guide,
A "how-to" in twelve steps and all
But then I remember:
You are other
You are not me, not at all.
Some moments, though, I still want that map
I really do sometimes, just so I could recall
But you wouldn't want me to have it, would you?
You wouldn't want me to help you at all.
Feb 15, 2015
Feb 15, 2015 at 4:14 PM UTC
The wood pillars
rise up from the floor.
I can imagine them growing,
shattering the roof and
disappearing
into the clouds.
A shiny, cherry wood finish
intoxicates me
like the poisonous gleam of a red apple.
My fingerprints helplessly rest there,
no match against its pull.
Its shelves, like the golden steps
leading to Olympus,
beg me to climb them
and consume
every word in my path.
The aroma of adventure
breathes me in.
The fragrance of
gingerbread,
candy and
enchantment
lures my hunger to its house.
It is a sweet treat that
mockingly belly laughs at me
for thinking I can stop at just one.
Overpopulated planks threaten
to stampede at any moment.
Stout books bully the thin,
attempting to squeeze
them of their oxygen.
Red-stained and leather-bound books
bat their eyelashes at me
from the shelf.
But I see them all.
I want them all.
The bookshelf pulls me in
like a rabbit to a hole,
leading me into
my own wonderland. I
am its powerless victim.
It is my pleading yellow sun
and I am its willing Icarus.
It has created me from borrowed parts,
stitching me up,
breathing life into me and
sending me lumbering into the streets
to frighten children.
It is a sapphire-scaled dragon,
as tall as a castle keep,
its massive wing-shaped cloaks
swimming through the sky,
its fiery breath engulfing my self-control
in the feverous flames of imagination.
It is the crimson stain that
refuses to release itself from my hand,
regardless of effort or parental pleas to
“go out and play”.
Sometimes I fly from the shelf on my broom,
passing over the rooftops of England,
the wind racing
against my face and
through my hair.
I am above the world
and can see and feel
everything
clearly from here.
A fortress protected from all else,
the bookcase is built by and for dreamers.
Until the next time,
my conspirators on the shelf
patiently wait for me to
free them
of their dreams and
unleash
my new reality
for the time being.
Jan 19, 2018
Jan 19, 2018 at 7:47 PM UTC
*Satan's *** nail is pounded in the floor
sharp side jutting up
pristine
it glows like a diamond in flames
be careful to wear the thick boots
of God
its a crime if you step upon this gleaming nail bare foot
there are dagged blades voluptuous
spired and protruding from every wall
made of black obsidian shards
be mindful to wear
Gods hair shirt
to keep from being pierced by edges so dark
they are the marks of Satan's lust
the stony land you inhabit
is torrid feverous
a world soul of scintillating rhythms
be careful to wear the warm woolly hat
of God
with thick ear muffs to shield you
from the rays
and Lucifer's
moans of seduction
don't take off your shoes
to cool and stretch crimped toes
or Satan's *** nail
will pierce your feet
don't remove your hair shirt
or
dagged cutlery
will score your torso
******
don't remove your woollies
or
the seductive rhythms
will set you dancing thread-less
a mindless dizzy sinner
shaking your ***
if you dare find yourself lewd
hungry for dark lechery aphrodesia
you will be aghast at first
a scourge even to your self
ashamed
that you are not ashamed
unable
to suffer the the protection of Gods garments any longer
thrilled dancing naked
your cut feet will be scorched with fragrant balms
and sweeten the earth with sensuality
your wounded torso
will be perfumed and fondled
with rich thickened unguents
the adoration of limitless love
your head will bob to the rhythms of the world soul
your raw mouth red slicked with creamy waters
***** ***** **** and ***
will fly like silky angels to gates of adoration
in the feral embrace of multitudes
and when asked
by men of God
why you dance naked
like a happy *****
clad in piercings
your torch a black fire
like a Babylon of harlots
you will realize horror of horrors
that you are hooked on Satan's *** nail
an abomination
to the good men of God
religion drinking piranhas
and as they ply their craft of wisdom and inquisition
with accusations of souls black heart
you may look around and realize
the God they praise
is a hard red fist
admonitions and threats
of endless purgatories and hells
to bind the lascivious heart delicious
a bean counter of transgressions
every pleasure a sin
every imprisonment a virtue
their
God
a
Vatican
of
curses*
Jul 15, 2017
Jul 15, 2017 at 7:20 PM UTC
The high pitch hum of harmony
heals forgotten fibers
of my feverous being
Sep 17, 2023
Sep 17, 2023 at 8:25 PM UTC