"descions" poems
Your standing at a cross roads
And you dont no which way to go
To the left is a road you've never known
To the right is the life youve lived and grown
As the rain pours down along your face
Your confused on which choice to make
Your scared of change and risk
You always belive youll fail the test
Even though your stronger than most
You dont belive you have anythin to boast
A predictiable stable life is what you want,
Descions and stress give you haunt
A fulfiled life is all you want,
My Wandering woman just follow your heart,
Dont worry what others think, its about what you want
Let nature be your guide and show you the way,
Choose a path and dont ever stray
Follow the sun the moon and stars,
Theyll always stay bright for you,
Just look to the sky whenever your blue,
Take a deep breathe and let it all flow out,
Before you make a descions no matter what about,
While your at the crossroads wanderer,
Always remember not to ponder,
Follow your gut and nothin but,
Dont let outside fears take control,
Your demons are no match for your heart,
Even though they may never let go,
Fight through them all with courage and wit,
Think on your toes and never sit,
Youll get through this wandering woman,
Never doubt what you are doing.
Never let your smile go dim,
It will brighten up any room,
Keep your eyes open wide
They are as blue as the sky,
Tread your gorgous soul onward dear,
There is nothing for you to fear.
As you stand at the crossroads before you
Remember these words i said to you,
If you choose the road you dont know
Or the one that youve grown accustom too
Just make sure that youll be happy first,
Happiness is your primary first.
Everything else can wait,
And i myself can always wait,
Ill wait until your seas have calmed,
Until it is safe to climb a shore,
Until your storm has subsided,
And you can no longer deny it.
Never the less ill always be by your side,
And for you ill hang up my pride.
You'll always have a place in my heart,
You always have right from the start.
May 25, 2013
May 25, 2013 at 12:50 AM UTC
when love is at the crossroads which road do you take
will you choose the right one or make the same mistake
will you just meander hoping for the best
try to find the right one put the past to rest
will it lead to love again so you can start a new
and bring the love you lost back to the heart of you
you must make descions what you want to do
which road will you choose that is up to you
Apr 14, 2014
Apr 14, 2014 at 1:03 PM UTC
I don't need to fall at your feet,
I don't need to to meet your every standard.
I've got my own,
I know what I want,
I've shown that and I've own that;
I got my own.
I won't miss your kiss all the time.
I'll be fine,
I love you, but you got to know that I sometimes need me, myself, and I.
Why do you let your big ego get in the way?,
One of these days if you keep it up I won't stay.
Because I got my own.
I'm just fine alone so don't worry about me,
If you can see that then we can be just fine.
I got my own my mind and I want to make my own descions when it has to do with my life.
So don't you dare try to run my life for me.
I got my own,
I got my own,
I got my own,
I got my own.
Jan 12, 2015
Jan 12, 2015 at 7:13 PM UTC
As I lay awake at 5:33 I can't help but to think about me.
All of the things that have changed me.
All of the things that made me.
I now live alone , a life I've never know . Embracing change, everything's strange....
When your a stranger in your own life.
Rewriting my story, choosing a new title. I refuse to be one who sits idle.
I left everything I knew to start a New. It's funny how important it feels to few.
One of the hardest descions has proven to be the best.
Sad part is I'm working so hard I get no rest.
I know it's part of life's test.
The universe treats me the best.
Forever blessed.
Dec 14, 2015
Dec 14, 2015 at 11:03 AM UTC
There were always those nights where her mind went to war with her heart,the fight between what she knew ,what she felt and what she had to do .Sometimes the hardest descions are made under the moon .
May 26, 2016
May 26, 2016 at 4:28 PM UTC
Has my soul woundered around in many different time lines
Trying to escape a reality that I have never wanted to see.
Trying to predict a future with out you.
The bad descions have been coming back to bite me again.
Karma has finally made it's descion to hit me.
Asking my self the same questions over an over again,
Drowning my self in a bottle of Scotch.
Asking my self on replay
Would I jump to the past to change things?
Or should I stay an have another dance with the devil?
BY ERS
Nov 9, 2018
Nov 9, 2018 at 7:32 PM UTC
Frightened of what I will become
Scared of what I already am.
Sad of what I have all done
Frustrated of what I can't.
Angry of what I cannot change
Regretful of the things that I switched
Disappointed of all my lies
Grateful of them instead of the truth
Thankful nobody knows my mind
Hurt so bad because nobody can
Isolated because nobody realizes
Watched over suspicion
Heart and mind are separated
because they cannot work together
Emotions run too fast
Descions ramble on
Choices are all clouded over
Directions aren't even clear
The pen bleeds the ink for me
And the pencil scratches the graphite
The paper suffers silently
Getting stained with pressure
Understanding how the paper suffers in silence
Knowing why is because nobody will listen
Jun 23, 2014
Jun 23, 2014 at 4:16 PM UTC
Slowly rolling, folding fabric,
Shifting, guiding off the body,
Nervous laughter,
Lip bites,
Inhale,
Exhale,
Gently not too much she says,
My hair fanned across the bed,
A lions mane,
In all its glory,
My eyes roll up to the ceiling,
The part were the blue paint,
Contrasts the white,
Adrenaline kicks in,
When the needle hits the skin,
Ink to flesh,
The most intimate mesh,
My lifestyle,
Under **** tattoo,
To life,
I said,
To life,
She said,
Mar 18, 2015
Mar 18, 2015 at 12:25 AM UTC
He sits and waits for her
Only he knows she's not coming
Unsure as it beats his mind
She sits watching the time pass
Every minute taunting as hours creep by
Being pulled in every direction
Descions are so difficult to make
Wither it's her happiness sacrificed for his or to set herself free
Sep 9, 2018
Sep 9, 2018 at 10:58 PM UTC
Contemporary minds as such, control all that can be done with others.
Descions of animals are never left to itself.
I'm controlled, once you are bought you must obey by the standards.
I'm sorry.
I can't show you what I want without myself being unhappy.
You are unhappy and that's my fault.
I'm stuck.
I can't help...
It's always a lose for me.
I'm stuck.
I'm sorry.
Hope fully one day, sorry - will be enough
Jul 12, 2017
Jul 12, 2017 at 1:29 PM UTC