"belives" poems
a coin harlot he showers the day
with his turn of phrase that would sell
a sunken city to a floating fat man
the floating man
isnt really fat
but he belives himself to be
after all they wouldnt lie on tv would they
so he spends his lackluster days
become a deeper shade of golden tan and thinner by
shouting phrases of strangers arguments at
the passing clouds
nawing on the bone of contentious verbal meat
he floats in a life peserver
from the Lusitania
and its well peserved sanitys sealed in a jar
which he grips with a fevered hand they
are both his bane and plastic fantastic lover doll
all rolled into one evil mocking grin rubber ducky smelling henchwoman
she languishes in her sand and shell embrace of her lips
her rubber ducky superglue scent
is her own chinese man trap
after all dosnt every man secretly desire a love affair with
his rubber duck
they wouldnt lie about that on tv now would they
course not, dont be silly
i wait for first my ride home
but failing that
i will swim
goodnight and sleep tight
least you find yourself a rubber ducky
you can f@%ky
Jul 1, 2013
Jul 1, 2013 at 7:42 PM UTC
a hook of a moon
hanging low
burying itself into the dark soil of night ploughing methodically
churning the folds of time unsympathetically
despondent
weary
oblivious to the passing seeds
of thought
laboured over.
Should I expect more
from the ruts it rolls,
perhaps growth of understanding
or a crop of acknowledgment
for my wonderment of it?
Or is it simply a tool
to capture imaginations
of a fool who secretly belives
I have an intimate bond
with its silent magnificence,
perhaps wishing it looks at me
like a brother who shares this moment.
Jul 22, 2018
Jul 22, 2018 at 8:48 PM UTC
Belive in yourself doubting never and if this hppens every day that
Life brings you'll live happy ever after
When the sun smiles down and rainbows appear
Thwill be no sad factors belive in your self don't have a negative or bd attitude belive in your self because GOD belives in you
And I do too
Aug 11, 2014
Aug 11, 2014 at 12:00 AM UTC
*I'm on a small boat
on a massive oceaN
where the waves are crasing
against the boat, as i was a small bird
trying to find love, but I don't only
have match, but I have loads of matches.*
*I am someone who exposed themselves
and what I did I shouldnt of done.*
*My brain feels like a wreacking ball, but
tonight I am going to lose myself and scream
as loud as I want because this is my fight, where
I am going to take back my life that you once ruined
for me.*
*I am going to prove to you that I do care about my life.
You see how i am hurt and weak,
so I am gonna be stronger than you and fight.*
*No one belives me about how much you have
been hurting me, I lost all of my friends who dosent
want to talk to me anymore and alot of people are
afraid of meand you say that I am into you.
It been years since I saw my Family and my last
words were I will miss them because you
killed me a night before our wedding.*
Jan 26, 2016
Jan 26, 2016 at 7:55 AM UTC
The real her..............
Likes to laugh
shes very nice and understanding
she belives in second chances;
love at first sight;
Fighting for what you believe in;
equal rights for all
shes the one you can get high with;
stay up all night sitting outside talking to
The real her is fragile
Shes insecure about her beauty
If i tell you alittle secret, do you promise to keep it....
The real her is not as tough as she looks
The real her will never say it but she needs her dad
..............
I am the real her
I've stayed in the dark for so long
that no one even noticed that I was gone
Jul 17, 2015
Jul 17, 2015 at 4:51 AM UTC
I'm going mad
And
No one belives it.
I'm always sad
And
Everyone sees it.
Although I am
The only one
Who feels
It.
Pain surrounds me
I feel everything
But free.
I've held myself down
And
Oppressed my own mind.
I've tried fighting it
But the battle within only moves to hurt
Me and not you.
Oct 3, 2015
Oct 3, 2015 at 7:14 PM UTC
Playing games
To shield myself from everything
That could hurt me outside
My shattered core
So when I for once want to reveal
My broken soul
Noone belives me
Aug 18, 2017
Aug 18, 2017 at 2:15 PM UTC
im willing to help you , but only if youre willing to help yourself
when youre drowning in a sea of sorrow , Ill be the first to jump in after you
funny how no one belives in a life line till theyre the one in the water
im willing to listen, but only if you have something worth saying
when youre muted by insults , my voice will be the one to protect you
its crazy how everyone hates annoying sounds until there is only deafining silence
im willing to never let go but onling if youre willing to hang on
when youre falling ill be the bungee cord that pulls you back up
its terrifying to fall uless you realize something is going to catch you
im willing to be there for you, but only if you let me
when youre forced to walk through hell and back, ill be right beside you
its sad cuz you have a million best friends but find out you only have 1 true friend
im willing to love you but....
but... well thats the thing ill love you unconditionally
Jul 26, 2014
Jul 26, 2014 at 10:29 PM UTC
*I am a M&M;
I have a hard outer shell that everyone belives is the real me
I may not portray the image of a smart, beautiful girl but I feel it in me
I never let my wall down anymore as I have once and released a pandemic
the pandemic named broken trust
I needed to tell her everything, I must
so when she reached the soft melting part of me she just bit it and moved on
to another* patient, victim, M&M.;
Mar 11, 2015
Mar 11, 2015 at 7:32 PM UTC
you are a murderer,
you killed the boy
that i used to be.
the boy that
used to smile
all the time,
the boy that
used to have
a lot of friend,
the boy that
used to see
in the mirror.
now he is dead,
his eyes are open,
he rarely smile,
and he does't believe
the compliment that he recives
coz he belives
that they are just trying
to make him fell better.
you are a murderer,
you killed the boy
that i used to be.
Sep 11, 2017
Sep 11, 2017 at 4:11 AM UTC
why is it when ever i say im sorry
no
one
ever
belives
me.......
May 25, 2014
May 25, 2014 at 12:36 AM UTC
waited for so long for you to come back.
Counting everyday I haven't lost track.
They say to get over it and let it be.
I'll miss you forever even if your rite next to me.
No one understands me , they just cant tell.
Just to let you know, Im never doing well.
Im trying to succeed in life just for you.
Your the only person that belives in everything I do.
To know that your somewhere looking at the sky makes me smile.
The moon and the stars can stay for awhile.
For now, I'll take your picture wherever I go.
Look up at the stars while your sitti
Mar 3, 2015
Mar 3, 2015 at 10:25 PM UTC