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 Sep 8 Flower
Addison
yes I did it
I messaged him
I can tell
he's mad at me
I'm not upset that he hates me
I'm upset I ruined it
a friendship that could've lasted
I mourn our full conversations
and our inside jokes
I mourn the loss of what could have lasted longer than it did
I fear I look for him in every person I meet
hoping to find someone like him
but its useless
there will never be another
just like him
 Sep 8 Flower
Addison
“Are you okay?” they ask me
“Im fine” i say
But the truth is im not fine
I've never been fine
The scars may leave
But the reasons behind them will continue to linger
Depression may stay
But distractions are always near
The world eventually stops
all feeling disappear
I hide in my room and sit
I sit there and cry
Each tear with a reason behind it
The world stops when i have no distractions
“Do you wanna hang out?”
My biggest cry for help
Maybe i deserve these scars
This pain
This hurt
Maybe i deserve the reasons behind it
Sometimes i need time to think
Maybe i am a bad person
I really think i am
I deserve every cut
Every mean word said to me
I need to be humbled
I live in fear everyday of what i might do to myself
Would i do it
No
Do i think about it every day
Yes
My world spins as i think about every bad thing i did
I deserve every scar
Every cut
I deserve to sit in my room
And cry
All this pain and all this hurt
I bring it upon myself
Im running out of distractions
Im running out of hope
 Sep 8 Flower
mysterie
i miss your gaze on me!
i miss your voice!
i miss your hair!
i miss the way you'd walk into a room like you owned the place!

i miss your stupid face.
it's so dumb!

because i didn't hurt you.

it's the other way around.

and im still recovering
from what you did.

why do i miss your stupid face?


... i don't know.
don't ask.

i miss it.
i miss you.
i miss us.
i just miss it all.

i know i shouldn't.

but i can't help it.

... i miss your stupid face.
date wrote: 8/9
wanted to write something inspired by wetby dazey and the scouts.. i think this is perfect. because we all miss someone we shouldn't. someone who wronged us.
 Sep 7 Flower
Xio
Never ours
 Sep 7 Flower
Xio
The right person, the wrong time.
The right script, the wrong line.
The right poem, the wrong rhyme.
And a piece of you that was never mine.
 Sep 5 Flower
Lance Remir
And every night
I asked myself
The same question
"When will I stop thinking about you?"
And every night
Every answer
Silence
 Aug 31 Flower
Lance Remir
I have done all of that, and more

Just to receive a life lesson

I didn't want a lesson

I just wanted you
 Aug 31 Flower
Lance Remir
I wish there was a better way
To tell you that you've hurt me
Hurt me beyond repair and time
That the mark you left upon me
Is still there in my aching heart
I don't know a better way to say
How much you've hurt me besides
Saying the same words every day
"I miss you so much"
 Aug 31 Flower
girlinflames
It feels so strange—
as if I’m out at sea.

No land in sight,
only blue waves
rolling back and forth.

Sometimes
they bring me calm.
Other times
they bring despair.
 Aug 30 Flower
Lola Sparks
I believe in the story.
Not fate.
Not prophecy.
But the raw, uncut story of my life—
written in blood,
in silence,
in the suffering I cannot escape.

Life strikes.
Life gives.
Always both.
Always with a price.

I am a tree—
rooted in pain,
stretching toward a sky
that has never answered me.

And still,
I persist.
Each year as my leaves desert me,
I cling to this ever-spinning coil—
with cool pleasure,
with sharp pain,
trusting I might survive another fall,
to be woken
by another living spring.

The world is broken.
But I remain.

When the pyre comes for me,
its bones will be my bones.
My ribs will crack like dry timber,
my marrow will hiss and spit—
oil feeding the flame.
I will burn by my own fire,
the source and the sacrifice,
fuel and funeral together.
Every splinter of bone,
every ember of flesh,
rising as smoke
to prove I lived,
to prove I expired.

Because I have walked the unknown road.
I have swallowed its dust,
bled in its silence,
and I have come back with this:

I believe in the story.
And the story—
is me.
 Aug 30 Flower
Liana
Dandelion
 Aug 30 Flower
Liana
You only love me when I let you pull apart my peices
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