Blood on the floor,
Knife driven in,
Feel the cold metal,
Piercing through my skin,
You watch me suffer,
You spit in my face,
‘Til I can no longer feel,
Life’s sweet embrace,
Redrum in your eyes,
Red blood on the floor,
It seems that for me,
Life has shut it’s door.

A stream of blood,
Flows down my arm,
A dull knife blade,
With which I have done harm,
The red river flows,
Down to the Red Sea,
Red covers the floor,
And now surrounds me,
I continue to cut,
‘Til it’s all drained out,
So the voices in my head,
Can no longer shout.

An angel was born,
On this very day,
But before his time,
He was taken away,
With his beautiful voice,
He would always serenade,
Crawling, Heavy,
Final Masquerade,
These among many,
Were anthems that he sang,
For which he is remembered,
And which he sings in heaven again.

Used to talk of a future with you,
And all of the things we said we’d do,
But this future is in the past,
Because our happiness did not last,
Gone are the days of waking up with you,
Instead I wake up without the smile I knew,
Now I spend each day miserable and alone,
And with each passing day, my sorrow has grown,
I wish I could go back, but I know I can’t because,
I went and threw away the world that never was.

No Matter What
I Will Not
Take My Life

Rope in my hand, tying a slipknot,
Because nothing left is everything I’ve got,
I don’t want to live in this world anymore,
Because I’ve already lost everything I adore,
I wear it around my neck, so that it is on display,
It’s a symbol of depression, my sadness, my dismay,
I step up on this chair and hang the knot from the ceiling,
Kick the chair and fall until I’m numb of all feeling.

I’ve become completely numb,
I can’t feel this pain,
From slitting my wrist,
And letting blood drain,
It drips from my arm,
And turns white carpet red,
I think about her,
And my tears they do shed,
I lie here by myself,
In this puddle of tears and blood,
And it won’t be too long,
Before I drown in the flood.