Got my own spring,
Got my own reason to bloom.
People who said, waiting won't worth,
let me say it once again for them
I got my own reason to live
and own reason to die.
But still I will fail to say,
which is more important
waiting or trust?
Cause I lived some moments of nothingness too.

As of now, I think of you
each passing day
Our meeting,
still etched in my mind
Since the day we parted
I miss you more each day,
I want to meet you (again)
I didn't know it was possible
I fell deeper, greater—
beyond of what I expected
It's engraved deeply in my heart
Your words and ethereal figure
You're what my heart's beating

Must I really wait
No matter how long
Till then I promise to be well
I'll keep my heart only for you

I cried and complained
and wrote of this sadness.
I said the same stuff again and again
and still I felt
that I wasn’t saying enough.
I saw your face
in every word I wrote.
I saw your face
till I couldn’t see anymore.
Till I became blind
to all reason.
Till I created the world
where I do not have to wait for you.
Where you didn’t exist, I didn’t exist.
But it was all wrong.
I realized you had to exist somewhere
for me to keep on writing.

I tried to forget you, a many times
    But each time, I was merged with your memories,
I tried to go beyond your sight,
     But I found myself, surrounded by your memories.
The more I tried to go far from you,
    The more, I was going far from my own soul!
Why can't I forget you,
     Why can't I erase my past?
What bonding is this--
     That never let me to doubt on my trust?
I tried to deny, your 'gift of tears',
     But my feelings didn't let me to--
And when, I tried to forget you,
     My promises never let me to...
            __ Sougat Dasgupta.

It’s fall
And it’s raining
Outside and you haven’t
called;
I’m faced with doubt—
Your image is fading
like the mist
on the glass stained
with
words I’ve traced:
“I want to say I will stay
I’ll wait”

Give me a reason not to go away.

How long should I remember you?
                 How long should I wait!
I don't know,where I lost myself in you,
                   And never found me back!
And from when I started loving you,
                    Nor how and when--
It seemed, we had no ending,
           and nothing to say,like good bye,
And for that, I still wonder- why?
Till today, my ears are waiting to hear your songs,
My eyes long for to witness your smile
And your that sweet voice, spellbounds my heart!
But how long should I be afloated in your thoughts,
       And how long should I wait?
      __ Sougat Dasgupta.

afraid of rejection,
waiting constantly
for a "right" time.
just speak truth
into their lives;
it's always the
right time to
do that.

Bring me the sunshine
Bring me the rain

You promised to come by with
Forever for me, again.