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ciannie Nov 2015
no tsunami reached higher
no gasoline fuelled more fire
no conductor reached crescendo
no wall called protego
as loudly as my grief cried
to rip you back from that void
back to my side

you couldn't have stayed,
and I understand.
I am trying still to be that man
that man you kissed, caressed and threw
deep into the universe of loving you
but it's very hard to be that man, my dear
when you, my sun, cannot be here

it's difficult to see myself each morning
through the mirror of our bedroom
hand empty, where once yours was sewn
when we were young, how we stressed
that infinity was ours
and we were joint, dually blessed
  for years upon years, and all the hours

I know I was blessed- to have had you I am grateful
but I cannot help but be resentful
of the world in which I breathe
where endless love is trademarked
but thousands are left to grieve

and oh God, have I grieved, and cried and stared
at the empty space your death prepared
-I have clutched bottles in my fist
held fire between my teeth
crushed my footprints beneath rags
and rammed iron through my wrist
I have pulled away each eyelash
poured acid on my cheeks
cut away elbows, knees and fingertips
have stalled my breath for weeks

at what point will I realise
that this pain cannot compare
to the knowing and rejection
that you're no longer there?
different style again, not sure??
ciannie Nov 2015
Smoke left to curl against the sky
Toes crinkled under shoes
Funnelled out and contemplating
All he had to lose

She had left and flown as whispers leave
The lips of those who hush
An atlas crushed unto her *******
No guilt of burning trust

Bitter had she left him
Like the dregs from PG-Tips
And, burned into his memory,
Her swaying, leaving hips

His anchor was stripped away
He was flotsam in a sea
He shuffled out and left the edge
"Nothing now, for me."
kind of not cheerful...
ciannie Nov 2015
my heart
was never broken
only parted into two
the plumpest fruit
the sharpest knife-
one half went with you

I laid,
at your mud,
the sweetest song I had
though it's not certain
if you heard
leaving there I was glad

I don't
believe I told you
how you drew my eyes
but then, too late
you're gone deaf
and I'm alone at nights

My love
could've been yours
I wanted it so to be
with you, till old-
chance ripped away...
...and you never even knew me
ehhhhrhymeisehh
Isabel Jimenez Oct 2015
What you can’t tell by looking at me…
is that i wish you could see what i see
but because you don’t you go ahead and without thinking twice,
you point the finger of judgement at me
and through your eyes you think of me as a criminal, illegal, poor
you don’t even question what is deeper inside besides the color of my skin

I wish you could see how much this hurts me
because maybe this isn’t your fault
that you were brought up to see corruption, drugs, violence
but listen to me, and trust me that there is another world out there
one story, one you have yet to hear
and i hope you find some way to appreciate it
until you feel the pain from our struggle
to make you think any different.
make you think I am not less than you

There are so many things you cannot see
this is my culture, soy hispana y orgullosa
and these are my people
my people, who are more than you think they are
for they are doctors, innovators, mathematicians, even scientists
you see, there are many things you have not seen, this is only the beginning

My people struggle for strength
nunca te dejes vencer, porque el triunfo puede estar de la esquina as my mother tells me
because pride is what keeps our will to fight going
it is what makes us want to make a change, una cambio
change your perception from rapists, homeless and corrupt
to normal everyday people
….
i hope one day you are able to see past the color of my skin
and to accept what is there
to know that we are not criminals, or crazed animals than what you set us out to be
no, we are more than that
we are human beings… just like you
Mark Ipil Sep 2015
Madalas magising sa murahan nila,
Na daig pa ang ulan na walang tila,
Kapayapaan sayo’y nangungulila,
Tila naalayan na ng rosas na lila.

Hanggang kailan kaya sila ganito,
Hanggang ang isa ay sawa na sa mugto,
Bakas ng kahapon nagsisilbing multo,
Na ugat ng bawat ‘di pagkakasundo.

Hanggang kailan kaya kayang tiisin,
Lahat ng mga hinagpis at pasakit,
Na dulot ng walang hanggang away,
Kailan kaya sila maghihiwalay?
P.S. This poem is about a son asking his parents until when will the stay in a relationship full of pain and suffering.
Umaizah Sep 2015
I'm so happy when I think of you!
You make my heart just soar.
To think a human being like you exists makes this tough world not so tough.
God really blessed me with you!
I didn't even know a love like this could exist.
My prayers for you are one of a kind.
I am envious of the walls that protect you and the people that get to see you.
What I would give to just be the air you breathe.
Rania Aug 2015
Like those who have gotten too accustomed to the heat
That cold sickens them and weakens their bones
You have become a part of me
After you I'm a rotten soul
The heat, like being with you, is a struggle, but one that made me who I am today and without it I'm lost and soon enough, dead.
Stargazer Jul 2015
I lay here
on this very bed where you laid
You were so close to me
The scent of your body
drowned my senses

At the time I thought about
this very brief
very sweet moment
trying so hopelessly to grasp

And I could completely see
how this very moment would be unfolding
and led to
this moment
knowing this might be the
last time

Can you at all sense
my longingness
my helpless
an ocean away
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