Is serenity
and dark
where I'm meant
to be?
Nay,
it's an opened door
sky, stars
and glee
Your life is so much more than just sitting and waiting for your turn to die next. You have a purpose to live. Go out, endeavor, experience, explore, enjoy. Face your troubles. Don't hide. Live for others. Make other people comfortable. Find new opportunities to spread good around you. You'll find happiness. Not in those opportunities but inside your heart.
(Have a good last asharah of Ramadan to all the muslims)