I find the beauty of time when I'm spending it with you;
I find peace in my mind when your eyes give woo.
Memories of the past forming in the present,
thoughts of your grasp slowly becoming vacant.
Nature blooms when I'm in your presence;
Never knew life could give a gift so pleasant.
I accept the cruelty of time when it is time to part;
My acts of folly only you could thwart.
I bind agony in my heart when your eyes gaze through;
Because time and time again I fell in love with you.

i knocked on
your door,
you opened with
a smile;
you knocked
on mine,
i returned
the favour;
the building was empty -
or at least,
the people living in it.
you were different,
though -
you were full of
little surprises.  
you were gentle -
like your touches;
and your kisses;
and your movements;
and my solitude:
of which -
you stripped me,
with your movements;
your kisses;
and your touches;
you shook me,
to say the least.
i was a sick man -
literally, and otherwise:
and it rubbed off
on you, a bit.
yet, you leaned on me;
pressed me;
cupped me;
grazed your lips
against the wet corner
of mine -
swooning;
drooling;
licking;
me choking on
cigarette smoke.
you choking -
every now and then.
you sick freak!
your uffs…
your aahs…
your mmms…
your every breath.
i loved you -
more than anything
in the world
in that moment;
that exquisite moment.
my eyes flickering;
my heart pounding;
my silence, silencing.
it was just right;
you were enough,
in that moment,
and all that
was you -

and then,
you left.