I love that you love me
let me hold your hand
we fit like a glove see
But don't watch me cry alone in my room
You hold me together
like a ball on a string
you'll always be my tether
but don't watch me fall into my shadow
what are you upset about
I have a bad feeling
my heart hurts when you shout
and now we don't talk about our problems
you're gone most of the time
I can still touch you
but your hand doesn't fit in mine
I have run out of tears and just stare
we sit with both hearts heavy
I think we both know
I think we are both finally ready
except we both know we may never be whole
now we don't talk at all anymore
and I still think about you
my heart is still bruised and sore
but I think I can now see why you were upset
When in the moment, it's hard to see through anyone's eyes other than your own but when things start to go bad we are so quick to point the finger. I am so prone to keeping how I feel secluded from everyone that when someone who loves me gets close, I try to shield them and in turn push them away. When I notice this, I only see that "we don't talk about our problems" when the whole time I wasn't. After reflecting and trying to evaluate where things go wrong only then do I see where I fell short.
