“I would never be like those girls, they’re crazy.”  
Thats what I told myself when I saw every girl fan girling over some boyband.
I always wonder why they have to cry even though their idols just tweeted a picture or releases a new song; music video.
I always wonder why they have to waste their time to vote.
It annoys me when they try their best to get their idols attention by spamming them.
Fangirls get to my nerves, but I stayed quiet.
I hated it.
I hated them because they’re dedicating their life to someone who doesn’t even know they exist.
I mean I like some bands, but I never ever did those stuff.
"I would never ever.”
I told myself.
But one day, I woke up…

"Hi, we’re 5 Seconds Of Summer."
Then everything started to change.

  —
*And then and there
I knew… Im such an hypocrite.

I love him
And I hope he loves me too but
How can he
If he doesn't know me?

your smile,
it makes me sad
like the eiffel tower alone in stand
your laugh,
it makes me gloom
like a flower that never bloom
your voice,
it makes me seethe
like an angry man that can't breathe
your face,
it makes me brood
like a woman that's never been wooed
for i have fallen in love
with a man my existence will never know