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I can't stand taking tests or exams
All of a sudden when I start
My mind becomes blank
I start to over think
I stay on one question for to long
and when I get the results that I didnt want to or if its so close to passing
I break down
I get so mad
because it will be the easiest question ever
and I still fail  
This is why I don't like tests or exams
It makes me feel stupid and question my intelligence
wow
Its so funny how you can be there for someone that is treating you like ****
But you can't be there for someone who was always there for you
You could be there for him when he needed you the most
But you can't be there for me when I did?
That honestly shows me a lot
That shows me your true colors
aryanalynae Jun 2017
Disappointed
I had high hopes for this
And now I'm sighing heavily
And I'm feeling reckless.
AG May 2017
You gave me hope.
When I felt like I had nothing, at least I had you.

Remember when you used to talk to me every day?
Remember how we just seemed to understand each other so easily?
Do you remember?  
Everything came easily.
Remember when we talked on the phone for hours?
I do.
I can’t forget.
I try to forget you -
To lose the image of your eyes,
Or misplace the sound of your laugh -  
I try so hard to get rid of all of You.
But you are inescapable.
I can’t evade the idea of you and “what could have been”.

We will never get to find out.

Why was it so easy for you to forget me?
You just left -  
left my high hopes to crumble.

(a.g.)
Chelsea Brooks May 2017
Hello father
it's me
the daughter you couldn't love
the one you never see

Hi dad, it's me
The one that looks just like you
The chocolate skin, the smile, lips and nose
The daughter you don't know
Hi "father", "dad"
it sounds foreign coming from my lips
because since the day I was pushed from my mother's hips
you have been a shadow, only appearing for brief moments and not when needed
you know that I am special
but do you know why?

did you know that as a little girl for you I used to cry?
When the boys felt me up in the halls of my middle school-- I wanted your advice
do I push them away or let their hands stay
When my heart was broken I wanted you there to tell me I was beautiful
that it would all get better
I wanted confirmation of my value
When I started college I wanted you there to help me move into my dorm room and give me all these rules that I'd agree to only until you left

I see the pain in your eyes and between the lines of the words you say
I see the see the pain of what your daddy didn't for you
the pain of how you've failed your children too

This is in't meant as a disrespect to you
but an admission of the truth
but daddy, I forgive you
For all you didn't do

But I am also disappointed
because the failure were acknowledged
and you said you wanted change
but your actions are still the same
and my efforts seem in vain

So I am throwing my hands up
Not sure it's a cause we are both fighting for

Goodbye dad
I hope one day you'll be
everything I always needed and more
nyasha zanamwe Apr 2017
See i believe i live in a world that deceives
A world where freedom is not for free unless you pay an extra fee. Yes you bump the cheese.
A world were the definition of success is not measure on how the majority live but on how many trips they make to overseas for a shopping spree.
I am a product of the 90s. I grew up in a system defined by suits and ties. A place where preachers and prophet were selling CHRIST on a fixed price, Government was busy lying to us, using propaganda to raise our hopes so high. So they would claim they ride with us but never willing to ride for us. I watched them make millions and grow bellies by the minute while we were dying in the trenches. They struggle to get their white collar shirt ***** and we struggle to clean the mess behind our backyard. WE DYING.

So there be like why you standing while we are addressing
Why you contesting when this is an ice cold land and wolves and bears rule, as for you{the masses} just smile and wave like cute penguins................
we live in a world were those we have entrusted to lead us and help us have crushed all our dreams down. JUST A FREESTYLE THE REAL PIECE COMING SOON...........
Jellyfish Mar 2017
I just want to disappear sometimes.
shut the blinds, and roll over
until I can sleep no longer
I'm tired, of always worrying.
am i boring?
Last night I was In bed thinking of how pathetic you are. How scared you are to face your own self.

Last night It came to me how weak you are, faking strength and truth that you'll never be.

My dare, I've loved you...but you never saw me. How could you. All you did was swam away every time I reached out for you... All you ever did was retrieved.

...I blame me, I gave you access to the most sacred part of me. I searched you out, wasn't I always around...how could you take advantage of me.

I know now, that it is what it is and that is all it'll ever be. You had me so weak. I yearned for you to set me free, but you enjoyed having me under captivity... You found thrill in that do you, how could you.

Now I swallow up flames I burned and I ache and I'll forever enjoy the pain. Your now just a blur to my taste and toxic intakes on what I'm happy for... For not feeling you no more.

I don't think I'll ever hate you and that is the truth, you let me down but you lost this time around. For you to had me in a maze and feeling like a fool...how could you.

S.B
Anna Starr Jan 2017
I tried to tune the radio
The waves were being erratic
I tried to twist the knobs
But then i was left with static
No hums, no notes
White noise screamed its way
Into the hollow canals of my ear

Oh how i miss the gentle breeze of the piano
The twang of country guitars
Played by those whose voices
Come from the deepest corners of their hearts
I have lost my ability to hear.
Your silence spoke volumes.

I can't hear you anymore.

*Can you hear me?
Kimiko Dec 2016
Sometimes
its
just
too painful

I'm sorry
I can
only
endure
this much

I'm
fed up
crying
because of you

enough
is
enough

Please...

Just leave me alone
You used to be my hero.
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