a year ago
i lost you
six feet under

and even a year later
i love you
six feet over

Dear anger, frustration, denial, and fear,
I don't want you near.
You weighed me down like a lead balloon,
So I'm letting you go to find a new home far away, like the moon.

Hey..
Sorry and thank you
I have so many words but none to explain what you do to me
Or should I say did to me

Thank you for the times, I never realised how much I needed them
Thank you for being by my side, when no one else cared
Thank you for filling the gap humanity created
Thank you for the laughs, smiles, stories and long nights I awaited

I would never forget or replace these memories
But I hope time takes them away
And I hope someone else comes my way

Im sorry it didn’t go anywhere
Im sorry I never reached you like you did to me
Im sorry for overthinking

Im sorry your folder wont open again cause I don’t crave to see you
Im sorry your messages will wait cause they don’t race my heart like they used to do

Im sorry you aren’t the centre of my world anymore
Because I found me again
So thank you for making me realise who I am

When the Cockerel  doesn't awaken


our slumber..

              We shall know that the world
is but a memory.

And we shall never awaken,

                               to the sunrise once more.