He stole her heart,
but he was unaware of it,
didn't mean to drag it through the mud as he made his way to the girl he'd been eyeing for weeks...

I guess you really were perfect,
that's why it's so hard to accept that I've lost you for good.
But you are perfect,
I don't think I'll find a girl who can erase my memories of you -
so I'll hold onto the hope that you one day think I'm perfect too...

She made me feel love,
only to drown me in depression.

I'm tired,
wish you'd wrap your arms around me,
or offer your chest or lap for me to rest my head upon -
I'm tired,
but I can only sleep if you're here.

"Perfect is you", love
Why do you not see that?

Dear dad,

in case you didn't know,
the moment you raise your voice,
I space off -
you can talk to me without an angry tone,you know.

Thanks.

At times i want to tell you
That i want you back...
I want you to tell me that I'm not alone - that you want me too.

I want to tell you that all that  i told you wasn't a lie.
I do love you and that's making things hard.
I do want to hold you tight.
I do want to kiss you on your ear after telling you how the sun can't compete with your beauty.

But i also told you that as long as you're happy...I'm happy, i guess that was lie :
I want you to be happy with me, love.

Hey, love
I'm sorry if I hurt you -
if it means anything, I still think of you,
every time I wake and before I sleep.
But, I can't tell you how I feel,
for I know it's the last thing you want,
so whenever you ask how I'm doing,
I'll always reply with,
"I'm fine/good"
and never,
"I don't know, I'm kinda missing you a lot and regret what I did greatly..."

I find it so difficult
to ignore
my pestering emotions.

And I'm thinking of you -
while studying maths -
I wanna say hi,
but it will just make things harder to bear,
as I realise you've finally moved on...

And well,
*I haven't.