Dreams of young girls and boys, grew up between the happy endings of a tragic story, that is written by a hand who let mouses speak, and ducks suffer from ADD, an unknown was created by a man who died between the same walls i am in, staring at those walls entering the realm of his thoughts trying to solve the mystery of darkest most depressing riddles, i talked to his lost but not dead voice, leaving me with pictures moving fast, creating a message holds the answer to the voice’s master door, knees of mine touched the ground, a world of his own creation, a world he escape to,
when his soul loses it’s light, forcing that world to enter the real world, one of many “once upon a time” buried myths that hold no happy endings, merging night dreams with the real world is the worst forbidden act, walt disney you were so naive to coast your soul it’s home.

I escape to a place built by me. where the stars are bigger, brighter, warmer than the sun rise upon us everyday, i escape to a place where no soul can be reached but mine, lately I’ve been spending most of my time in my wonderland, more than the world that fill with chaos, it is just a matter of time and i’ll forget my way back to the real world..

good moments has turned to memories that been lost and impossible to be found, depression could lead you to unknown places that only you can see it, separate your soul from your body is the closest thing to happiness, life, hope has abandon us, how can we feed our strength when hope lost faith in us…

I guess everything has it’s ending, now let me put out my cigarette, close my laptop and go to bed, to wait for sleep to find his way back to my exhausted soul.

To darkness I loath, To darkness I surrender, For nothing like darkness keeps my deepest secrets safe, To light I apologize, To light that has faded, To darkness I walked, To darkness I have chose.

The darkest of souls rises at the end of time, only the ignorant of us are distant to fall for those deceiving souls, rise and born from the deepest of darkest places, manipulate our desires, tempt us to a forbidden act, forcing those weak souls to become one of their soldiers, a part of their foolish army, a helpless doom, a true tragedy yet to come, in a world fill with ignorance.

Deep in the ocean i walk into it’s darkness, meeting my fate.

sound of the devils laughter, celebrating their strongest soldier arrival. I see flames of war burning through the eyes of the foe, prophecy’s doubting the victor.

they say you make your most mistakes when you're young, but i’ve grown before my time, made all my mistakes Intentionally,with fully aware of the consequences of my wrong decisions.

i’m not afraid of what might future holds for me, i’m  more terrified of what i’m going to lose because of me.

change is good, change is growing, so grow fast and away from me.

funny how you’ve changed so sudden, becoming a stranger not only to me but even to your self, it is indeed a tragic scene.