By Arcassin Burnham

Being 18,
Would be,
So hard,
Without you,
I don't know what to do,
Skies were gray but you turned them blue,
Like the ocean Tasting cashews,
And,
Hoping I could get a car,
So I could ask you,
Do you wanna go on a date?
She's hella faint,
Long enough to feel the restraint,
Get it, gotta love her more,
Stuck to me like yellow and blue paint,
Hoping mom gets the house by then,
Suppose to be moving in palm coast city,
I will be summer so I won't put on an ugly sweater then,
Being 18,
Would Change,
My life,
In,
A whole new way,
This is my year that I come back,
So i must say,
July 1st will be end of all poverty babe.

By Arcassin Burnham

Nobody's perfect,
But your perfect for me,
Your not the only one that has enemies,
Your not the only one that suffers from bullying,
Remember me,
You're not the only one that forgot ignorant contact,
Exactly,
Aye but your perfect for me.

By Arcassin Burnham

I need no negativity in my life,
Life is too **** short,
I've been put down all my life,
And I'm hell bent on ending yours,

I need no negativity in my life,
Life is too **** short,
I've been put down all my life,
And I'm hell bent on ending yours,

Tell yourself that over and over,
Turning into some kind of mature adult,
Just getting older,
Life is too short,
To throw hate threats,
See the things people don't get,
Their time to walk away was short,
So they get punched in the face for it,
This what you make of it,
You brought yourself to it,
Now you're gonna pay for it,
Karma can you feel ashamed,
To earn some pain for it,
In the mean time,
Keep your distance substantial,
You don't wanna waste time,
Getting your body dismantled.

By Arcassin Burnham

Still 17,
Hair got longer since last time we spoke,
You were a queen,
Of decadence,
Laying me to rest,
And pray to god I didn't drown when I awoke,
It was dream,
But you could never understand,
You see lately,
Ive been thinking about holding someone's hand,
Or maybe even getting back all my friends,
But in the end,
It didn't last,
Betrayal came quick,
Forming an offspring of gastric bypass,
And a ***** old broken down back road,
That everybody like to talk about,
In the bushes where they keep their stash,
Of hatred,
The true power of Satan,
Planning the hype of making deals,
That you will never get pay back in advance,
But take every advantage you have,
Cause people are just gonna come and knock you down,
Like it really ******* matters,
Until artillery season ends,
We'll all be facing the consciences,
Rumors get pend,
No one cares about the circumstances,
Its time to grow up everybody , kindergarten been over,
A sight to say I tell you so,
I will not be put down no longer.

Alone, as it started, as it should be.
Into his hands i pass, gently.
His sand seeps into my eyes,
gritted and foreboding adventures await me.
18, the number of adulthood,
but never yet have I felt more a child in an adults world.
Judged as a mature spirit, that still heaps milo with milk,
and i sit, as the last hours of my childhood roll swiftly away,
tumbling, slipping through my open hands.
It pangs me with a sudden sadness that, I
finally an adult, have no constrictions  to surround me,
only a number of roads, on which to start my adventure.