Why do I try?
Why do I bother?
Why do I love you,
When you love another?

I'd give you the moon,
the stars and everything.
But you can't give back
an ounce of the same feeling.

one day you held my hands,
the next day you fist bumped me.

It is so hard for me to talk about my thoughts of loving you

Because I sit here with a smile and a friendly face

And talk to you about your thoughts of loving her.

before i ever met you i had no idea i liked blue eyes especially ones that resemble the crystal clear blue carribean sea and normally i'd never get anywhere near any ocean of any sort but the sea of your eyes is enchanting and it fascinates me to no end, it's what causes me to stay up past three am every night thinking about how heavenly it would be to drown in opulent sapphire serenity, but the weird thing is that i'm normally absolutely petrified of the ocean and when im around you i feel invincible, i guess the ocean is euphoric to some but to me any geographic or cosmic wonder could never compare to the inner and outer beauty that radiates off of you like a ray of sun or a wave through the sea of your irises, i may not have ever told you how beautiful i think your mind is or maybe i did but it's kind of hard to think about anything because im normally too busy wishing i was drowning in you

Some day, one of us will wake up
and not think about the other.
And although I’d like to say
that I could brush you off
in a matter of days,
I’m afraid I’m becoming too accustomed
to your fingers filling the space between mine.
I don’t like the taste
of air that hasn't filled your lungs.
and every moment apart from you
feels like wasted time.

I may be living in a dream
but its true.
I’d never wake up if I knew
it wouldn't be
to the thought of you.

Don't you dare
Ask me why I've been distant
Maybe it's because it's been two weeks
Since I've felt your dry nervous hands
Fiddling with mine as if
You were a crack addict
On his last straw from breaking

And maybe it's because you still act
like I'm immovable and tamed
Like I'll come bolting to your feet
at the sound of your name

All this may be true
But you play my like a fool, and I just want to run
But I'm afraid you won't notice
The space I'll leave when I'm gone

you are the scream in my throat
you are the reason i grind my teeth in my sleep
you make me feel like i drank hard liquor with a helium chaser
i crave you like no other