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Soni Aug 16
flowing, my tears are flowing
i just want to have my the end.
numbness, my soul is drowning
in an ocean of numbness

stop. please. make it stop.
I. CAN'T. TAKE. IT. ANYMORE!!!!
when can i reach my the end???
i don't want to continue on IF life is like this.

my heart, so frozen...
my mind, so self-poisoned...
i know it hurts, but i promise, dying won't take away the pain. healing will.
Soni Aug 6
my genes were not my choice

my eye color was not my choice

my height was not my choice

MY SKIN WAS NOT MY CHOICE

so why do you discriminate me for

my skin and no my eye color or height?

why discriminate me about

something i had no choice in at all?

you make me feel like it's my fault

when no fault is there to begin with...

i loved her, & she i, but you reject me

because i am dark, why?

i ask you not to reject me, but if you

were to, why not because of

something i have control over like

my words? my commitment?

at least i can take it as constructive

criticism and self-reflect. but....

what can i do to change my pigment???
embrace your hues, your pigment is your power.
Soni Jan 17
Read my mind, and you have gotten my attention.

****** my heart, and you have gotten my body.

Decipher my soul,  and you have gotten me for eternity.
I’m waiting for you to get me... ALL of me
Soni Oct 2020
When you don't like yourself
You tend to dislike everything connected to you
New things seem to be more attractive

When you learn to love yourself
Then the same old love
Starts looking new
Starts looking nice

Thank you
For teaching me
How to love myself
YOU are the best friend you always have been looking  for
Soni May 2020
When you don't like yourself
You tend to dislike everything connected to you

New things seems to be more attractive
When you learn to love yourself

Then the same old love
Starts looking new
Starts looking nice

Thank you
For teaching me
How to love myself
learning to love yourself is not something someone achieves one day and then it's all smooth sailing from there, but rather a day by day journey
Soni May 2020
I've been thinking
I've been dreaming
And... I've been nightmaring

I want to love him
I want him to love me
Learn about me and then still love me

I want him to hear of my gruesome times
and then kiss me with such surety
that it helps my soul stop quivering
talking about your dark past can be scary, but for the right person, it'll make you all the more beautiful to them
Soni May 2020
I wish to heal, not get burned again

I wish to not re-open my wounds,

But rather let old scars fade

I don’t want to be unhappy

I have the privilege of knowing where my happy place is

Alas, there I cannot go, here I must reside
sometimes our safe haven is temporarily closed, so where do i go?
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