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Shweta Darji Sep 2014
A flower bloomed out of nowhere in my heart
It was beautiful
It was delicate
But as the flower stayed
I began to understand the poison
It caused pain
Such terrible pain
It caused tears to fall
But all at once it was a pain I was willing to endure
For I was hoping the flower would change
And when the flower did not change
I ripped the flower it with all my might and soul
I nearly cried trying to rip it out
But at the end I knew I did the right thing
(((((The flower is a boy)))))
Shweta Darji Sep 2014
I was never good with words
I was never good with emotions
I let the smallest things get to me
I let the smallest things become the biggest
It was always "does he still care?"
It was never "just forget him"
I always waited for him to call me beautiful again
For him to call me up at 12am
When it didn't happen I cried
I was depressed
And then I realized **he's just another boy
for every girl who has loved
Shweta Darji Nov 2015
My sleep is never complete
Awaken with stresses and worries
Dreaming about future
In a hallucinated mind I cry
For all the things I have to do
In a conscience mind I cry
For all the things I have to do
Finish this
Finish that
Finish it and my future will be better
Read this
Read that
You're no one if you don't pass
My sleep is never complete
Because education always competes
School is stressful
Shweta Darji Jan 2015
There's nothing more worse
Than a lonely heart
There's nothing more worse
Than a broken mind
Everyday I wake up
In hopes for an adventure
But I get in return
Is another hour of sleep
I try telling them how I feel
But they are oblvious
To the fact that I
Need help
I need someone
To sit here with me
And tell me it's ok
I've been really depressed since the new year
Shweta Darji Jul 2015
Some nights
The moonlight hits bed just right
And I lay down on my bed
Look up at the stars
Watch the moon
And think
All is right
All is good
The moonlight really does hit my bed
Shweta Darji Sep 2014
Stop thinking about tomorrow
Stop thinking about yesterday
Stop stressing
Don't beat yourself up something that wasn't your fault
That part when your voice cracked was probably no big deal
Get over that speech you have to make
No one is going to remember what you said or what you did
It might sound harsh
But you are a tiny grain of sand on a beach miles long
sorry I'm so harsh
One
Shweta Darji Feb 2015
One
One month ago someone asked me how i feel
One month ago my mother comforted me
More than one month ago I went on an adventure
Less than one month ago I realized I like being alone
One minute ago I cried
One hour and no one has come to check up on me
It's been one long month
I'm stressed and depressed and having thoughts that irritate me and I don't want to be like this
Shweta Darji Sep 2014
Today's full of nostalgia and yawns.
last night was too perfect
Shweta Darji Oct 2014
Tell me about when you were young
Tell me about all the things you did
Tell me about the things you've seen and words you've heard
About the girls you've loved
Your friends
Your family
Ones who've passed
Ones who still live
Loved ones
Hated ones
Enemies and friends
Tell me the things you've experienced and the things you've done
Tell me everything there is to know about you
this goes mostly towards my dad. i know not much of him and what he's done but once in a while he'll tell me stories. even though my dad and i share a very strong relationship, i want to get to know him more.
Shweta Darji Oct 2015
When I put my hands together
And ask for goodness
I wonder if anyone is there
If I'm only imagining
If I was taught to imagine
A higher being
When I put my hands together
And ask for goodness
In the world
In my life
I receive nothing
So I wonder
Is anyone there to heed to me
Or is it all imagination
Shweta Darji Sep 2014
We look at ourselves and think of ugly words
We think that we aren't good enough
That we aren't capable of doing something
Ugly, dumb, foolish, childish, clumsy
But we never look at ourselves and think of beautiful words
We never think we are good enough
That we are capable of doing something
Gorgeous, smart, selfless, amazing
We need to love ourselves more
We are the beauty
because we all "need someone to love us in order to love ourselves"

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