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If I promise you a kiss,
will you promise me safety?
If I allow you a touch,
will you tell me the truth?
If I let you take me somewhere else,
will you please not leave me?

Because it's never just a kiss or a touch, it's always a risk.
It's a strange reminder of childhood nightmares
But I'm willing to do it if you promise me one thing
Please don't use me.

Don't worry, you say, but then you promise I won't have to see you again
Be free, loose control, how often do you get a chance like this?
We are alone under the endless stars in a beautiful forest you say
This is our chance for a perfect night

Don't you get that this is what I am afraid of?
There's something about your smile that frightened me,
all of the sudden the butterflies I've long since released -came back,
but not in the same way, this time, they weren't fighting;
they seemed as if to be fluttering around comfortably.

Your laughter is subtle,
but it was loud enough to scare away most of the shaking in my bones,
loud enough to draw my attention to your face, your eyes;
for a moment we made eye-contact, but I couldn't hold it.

They say the eyes are the gateway to the soul,
I don't trust the gate-keeper,
and so I quickly lock my eyes to the ground.
What would you think if I told you that I, for a millisecond,
thought you were the greatest thing in the world?

I didn't want the night to end,
but the sun will surely rise.
And we are clouds just floating by time after time.
Maybe it's best, you can't lose what lingers,
but I'm thinking of lighting up the sky with you,
thinking of being the wake-up call for the early-birds with you.

What would you say if I told you
I wanted to do nothing, and everything, with you?

(NJ2014)  ©All Rights Reserved
 Sep 2014 Shruti Chakraborty
ili
the only taste I yearn for
is the dew
that rests upon your lips.
I will replay the melody of you
until my heart mends itself
back together.
my desires are so strong,
they swallow me up
as I half-heartedly fight for air.
the only taste I yearn for
Is the dew on your lips
And the never ending melody of you.
 Sep 2014 Shruti Chakraborty
Toni
I walk with my head down
trying not to be seen
But I can feel them staring
their eyes boring into the back of my head
as I continue down the empty street
alone
I have a vine and a poetry rhyme.
Writing and laughing help me cope with the climbing rope.
If I fall I'll break some bones and yell out some moans.
Give me hope because i'm already in doubt.
Stressed so much,
Just so I can impress.
Nervous about everything is it for anything?
Depressed I just need to get up and get dressed
Reminding myself not to get into trouble,
For I know I couldn't handle the arrest.
Haunted by everyday struggle.
Sometimes I feel unwanted I need to get out of my bubble.
But my heart is smart for loving so many.
Putting you before myself.
maybe done? still can add more if I want that's the best part of writing
Late night. Footsteps.
Crane necks and girders.
Fog lifts. The wind cries.
Steel bones in moonlight

                        I'm out
                      so late now
and it's Sunday night and Summer's ending
                         soon.
I'm aging
                                          with questions
fermenting in my mouth
ignored for years

Fenced off. Unfinished
project shelved and waiting
                     for next Spring.

Cool night eclipsing
years spent indexing,
answers mislaid and
blueprints unrolling

Components rusting,
crane necks and girders.
Steel bones in moonlight.
Tight lipped and staring.

                             Fall comes
                             construction
halts now and the walls stand half
                            complete
And outside
                                     the chain link
shrugging off the cold and
still wondering when

Step through unfinished
building. Get home. Shelved
                      until next Spring.
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