My heart still bleeding
My wounds still healing
I'm barley breathing

I'm drowning
You'r frowning
Deep in shame
I can't even remember my own name

Eventually I lost
You grabbed me fast
But it was too late.

Smile
Be polite
That's what your parents taught you right?
Conceal don't reveal
Hide your true self
And stay safe on the highest shelf
Be lifeless as a porcelain doll
And don't forget your role
Let the dust collect on you fragile, still face
Cover your true emotions with plenty of base
Force a fake smile
One that's as stubborn as plastic
And just pretend that everything is absolutely fantastic

So welcome to society
We hope you enjoy your stay.

Down comes the rain
Washing away all hope
It stays in vain
And left my heart broke

It floods all my dreams
And leaves me shivering, cold
Because there are no more sun beams
To keep me warm

Thick, grey clouds coat the sky
So the sun cant peer through
And the atmosphere cries
Sending thunderstorms, and showers too

But out of the blue
Rising from the ground
Something that's bound to the earth, flowers

Their roots dig deep
And their petals beam with colour
Their leaves flutter in the wind
Their elegant scents dance in your nose
Something so simple yet so beautiful

May the flowers remind us
Why the rain was so necessary.

She had loved a broken boy
Who longed to be fixed
For someone to come along
And rebuild him bit by bit
For he loved people before her
But they broke his heart  
Made all his soft parts ruff
Made his world turn upside down
And made him jagged and tough
So he learned that your heart can be broken to easily
His heart was too willing to be loved
It wanted to be broken gently
Slowly deteriorate
So he built walls around his heart
To protect it from the love that it longed
And found other people to think about
And different  names to whisper in the night
He tried to leave the memory of her to rot
And sometimes he wonders if she remembers
The way they smiled at each other
Or maybe she just forgot.