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Saugat Upadhyay Dec 2015
There once was a girl
a soul full of foul
greedy,egoist and proud by the nature
how can she be so ugly creature.
She was gifted with good skin and physique
faster her mind with rejected logics
carried her skin and showed with pride
in the digital screens she cant hide
bribed by the possessions she had
tried to act smart but always lacked.
Some fell for her but she gave a ****
it was her nature what could it harm.
Lost in her world of selfishness,
she once tried to be nice
hatred pulled her back with unwanted disguise.
She cant change herself because she needs to show
show her covering with outer glow
Mind full of ego she needs to learn,
the world is full of billions who earn,
earn a life without their skin but with what they are,
learn some respect without a war.
Love is a play and feelings dont matter to her.
Need to learn girl the skin you have will fade someday,
but the person you are never changes,
value your soul and not your skin,
stop smiling at your admirance enjoy your pain,
when you fall in love it will show,
and if you get rejected then you will know.
Saugat Upadhyay Jun 2015
This is not the beginning or the end
of the treason she faced
from the countless edges she has descended
She is the mother of passion
with the heart of gold and emerald.

Long ago from the past
the cuts and bruises she carries
has the hope of outer freejoy
but not with the creatures around
who burnt her soul  with claws of hatred.

Her life is a rose covered with thorns
pick her up and you will feel the pain
With the worse she has faced
she walks alone in the dark
she is a sister suppressed in an ark.

Fate is what we find guilt in
But its the  black hounds
Who made them puppets
Burn yourself and you will know
The endless pain which does flow.

Lets make the day full of vows
Paint the pain with colors of joy
Release her from the black hounds
Mothers and sisters with love around
Honour and respect all around.
Saugat Upadhyay Aug 2015
its true you were there,
for all my faults and my failures,
you were there in all my joys and my pain,
you were there when i was insane.

But now the things have changed like fantasy,
drowning ships and falling stars,
making my days hard and tearing the nights apart,
making each memoir a bitter truth and each moment a filthy lie,
yes you have changed and the love is lost,
so has the belief and the trust.

the ego and the rage causing the fall with the maze,
making this relation a mockery with blaze,
things have changed with the voyage,
how can i trust you now,
after all the things you have done,
yes i am falling apart after you have gone.
Saugat Upadhyay Jul 2015
Touch me and i will break,
I am a piece of glass,
Hit me and i will repel with the parts you hate,
With the lies you have told,
This is real no touch of gold,
Throw me and i will rot,
With the things you are around.

Past is an illusion with the things you have done,
Commit the sin and off you run,
The judge has the power to summon,
So make your way towards divine truth,
Break the prison and steal the fruit.

Worship your fate and make a choice,
Create and innovate with the device,
Yes the glass is fragile,
Respect its width and make it do,
The work of human with the patience blew.

Breaking is its habit no one can change,
Though you think but cant avenge,
Pack your list and pave your way,
The glass is your night and it is the day,
Reflect it with care to see your future,
Careful with the pieces could it be rupture.
Saugat Upadhyay Nov 2015
In the barren land of a lonely place,
near a village of northern face,
there was a bar where people came,
after the hard day with the penny they made,
some drink to forget their past,
and some to start another day,
no matter the season the place was always
full to pay.

On a chilly night of december evening,
the door opened with an unfamiliar face,
judging by the pace he had a rough day and
a mess,
they stared at him with gazing eyes,
looking as if he was cold as an ice,
face full of beard and eyes soaked by tears,
he asked the bartender for a drink to cheer,
in return he was asked where was he from
and what was his story.

He started his memoir of the past taking a sip,
remembered all at once with a breathe long dip,
Zalta was the place where i was born,
lived with parents,family and brothers along,
until the day the place was hit with dispute,
and declared a war on the following day.

His brothers ran and so was he told,
but he remained with his parents and the war
unfold,
his wife and daughters kept him holding and
believing,
until the storm hit their gates without their willing,
parents shot dead,wife and daughters ***** and killed,
in front of his eyes till he was dead within.

He was shot in arms and legs and left there to die,
pain and grief withheld, no tears to cry,
he woke up with a dead soul and a wounded body,
teared was the heart with sheer misery,
broken bones and tattered soul,
finished his drink with another sip of smelly foul.
Those gazing eyes are now filled with tears,
nothing they said, just the silence to hear,
he paid his bill and left the place,
in search to cure his soul with holy grace,
emotions were dead so was his spirit,
in search of some place where he could die
in peace.
Saugat Upadhyay Sep 2015
With the dawn of sparking sunlight,
and the charm of varying twilight,
there came a breeze of mere silence,
bending against the blaze of passion,
tickling my heart with crumbs of love.

It was you with flowers in your hands,
or was it the fantasy in my mind,
a fantasy which made me fall in love,
with the angel having a pretty soul.

Cheerful you are with the happiness in life,
love we have with the trust and vibe,
it starts at dawn and ends at dusk,
carries me away from the core of musk,
fate has a habit of bringing people together,
let them be, either for a moment or forever.
Saugat Upadhyay Jun 2015
If life was like infinity,
i wud wish for infinite happiness,
If life was like space,
i wud fill it with many things,
If life was like rainfall,
i wud drop all the tears,
If life was like darkness,
i wud let go all the fears.

If life was like time,
i wud stop it and go back to past,
If life was like wind,
i wud sail to the rivers and ponds,
If life was like money,
i wud give it to the needy,
If life was like joke,
i wud hope it to be more funny,
If life was like hope,
i wud forget sorrows, understand, agree and cope.
Saugat Upadhyay Jun 2015
Light is a way,
Light is a zone,
Light is a past,
Which shows the future.
Light is a mountain,
Light is a hurdle,
Light is a debt,
Which leads to the quest.
Light is a beginning,
Light is a end,
Light is  a truth,
Which gives us a fruit.
Light is a flower,
Light is a fragrance,
Light is a life,
Which gives hope to survive.
Saugat Upadhyay Jul 2015
All i wish is to hug you tight,
Please forgive me and forget all those fights,
Without you how can i spend these sleepless nights,
**** i admit you were always right.

You were there for all my faults,
No matter what i will have your thoughts,
Mark my words and have some faith,
Do not envy me of the love you get.

I dont have the right to hurt you love,
From the cliff of passion dont let me off,
Days and nights have gone so cold,
Dont have the bonds but strings to hold.

Beyond the horizon there still lies a hope,
Hope to be together and make some love,
Coz its pure and fabricated with passion,
A passion cimplicated but true,
Coz i always do love you.
Saugat Upadhyay Jul 2015
Queen of angels make my day,
queen of angels take my pain away,
together let the love and life flourish,
startle,twinkle and charm the chalice,
imagine, create,fulfill the dreams,
queen of angels make them believe,
let them dream and let them live,
queen of angels show the light,
pass the dark and the ugly night,
faith is upon you dont leave so soon,
queen of angels calm as a moon,
soft and silky like a racoon.
Saugat Upadhyay Jun 2015
Here it rains,
and the drops runs through the heart,
makes it cool and chills through the veins,
It touches your eye lashes and your lips,
makes it wet and a glimpse of kiss perfect,
the drops touches your body and makes it more beautiful,
from the inner perpetuality there comes an essence,
an essence of love which unites two soul and hearts,
sparks the love and lets it flow,
revives and connects with a touch of inner glow.
Saugat Upadhyay Oct 2015
Hey,are you listening?
these words are trying to say smthing,
smthing that might change the way you think,
the way you feel,the way you see the world.
harvested brains cant give you juicy fruits,
until it bloosms with creation and love,
and love cannot be achieved until you are true to yourself,
free to breathe and hard to break.
Trust and belief are the virtues to hold on,
unless and until you know urself in the mirror,
mirror that reflects your true color not the one you want to be.
Living in the fantasy is not so hard,
its the reality that haunts,
dark hours and cold nights,
sweats and chills and endless fights.
So be yourself and not what you are,
live your life with what you have,
because this transition is a blink to share,
forget,forgive,love and care..:)
Saugat Upadhyay Nov 2015
Someone once took something from me,
dont know what but something was missing,
that something meant everything to me,
and without everything i am nothing,
Sometimes nothing leads to many things,
and many things guides to nothing.
Such is my normal life,
starts with nothing and ends with everything...
Saugat Upadhyay Jun 2015
Beaconed by the horizon beyond
Committed by trust and bond
The day is still young.
United by time and space
Captivated by the troubles you face
There comes a moment along
When the day is still young.
Haunted by love and bond
Hurt by the early pound
No matter whats going on
The day is still young.
Condemned by the promises you make
Denied by the steps you take
With the fruits of fate among
The day is still young.
Moment and the memories you have
With the sorrows and cries you laugh
Trying to express all along
But the day is still young.
When you are all alone
And evrything near to you is gone
Just listen to the song
Because the day is still young.
Saugat Upadhyay Jul 2015
Beneath the utter silence and darkness within,
There lies a hope of life and something to begin,
Something to break the silence and outcast the dark,
Unleash the hope and dream of ark,
Ebb and flow,fast and slow, you are never on your own,
Pave your way and carve your destiny,
You will never walk alone.
Saugat Upadhyay Sep 2015
you are beautiful,
you seem happy,
you are nice
you are cute,
you are sweet,
but you are mute,
because i see you only in the screen..
Saugat Upadhyay Jun 2015
I want to die soon and go to the moon,
remember the spring and forget the june,
there is no fragrance in life and no reason to live,
I m leaving soon so please forgive,
the dusk is separating from the dawn
and there is nowhere to run,
living this ugly life has no any fun,
I want to die soon and go to the moon,
live in the dark and forget the noon.

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