afteryourimbaud

Aug 2018

Nabila

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I'm the happiest when I'm thinking of the idea of you.

Well, the saddest too.

afteryourimbaud Aug 2018

existential pt.2

break a toilet
mirror
and
look at it.

indifferent.

#existential #exist #existentialism #depression #life #love #poem #poetry #malaysia

Aug 2018

Orange Rose

I wrote a poem

I wrote a poem when I died...
Another at my birth.
A brand-new sonnet when I cried.
And again when there was mirth.

A song for my confession...
A story for my pain...
A painting for depression...
And nursery rhymes for rain.

My creations live inside my heart.
I keep them there in shame.
Yet you looked around and saw my art,
And smiled all the same.

#poetry #love #emotion #creativity #sadness #pain #acceptance

afteryourimbaud Aug 2018

existential

not
tucking in
your bedsheet
every morning.

intentionally.

#love #life #existential #existentialism #poem #poet #poetry #words #literature #morning

afteryourimbaud Jul 2018

today means yesterday or maybe tomorrow

today

I will fade away,
or maybe

yesterday
I have died
just to be awaken
in another bad nightmare,

I will never know.

#poem #poetry #poet #literature #life #death #malaysia #nightmare #depression #existentialism

afteryourimbaud Jul 2018

Existence

He
adores
the
idea
of
his
non-
existence.

#poem #poetry #poet #literature #words #idea #exist #depression #love #fear

afteryourimbaud Jul 2018

The doubt is with the night

The doubt is with the night
forever hanging in the head
it sips all the fire
the flickering stars, the
bickering meteors
the maelstrom spews hate
over the pinned madness
the magnetic field emits hate
over the pinned sadness
if it sincerely wants
to be accepted
look no further than
how life has been enacted.

#poem #poetry #poet #literature #love #life #words #space #madness #depression