Your presence seeped into every aspect of my life,
leaving memories behind
that seems to haunt me like tidal waves;
but I am no swimmer,
and my emotions drowns me.
I see you everywhere,
the memories of you is always on replay,
but the stop button is broken
and I am forced to watch it.
But that's what you are now,
just memories.
So as I walk alone at the path going home
that you and I used to take,
my loneliness tries to overwrite our moments together.
But my presence cannot overpower yours,
because you have imprinted yourself in every aspect of me.
You were part of my definition,
and now I'm simply a part of an explanation that used to be whole.
You will never read this because you stopped reading my poetry months ago.
p.s.
I need my heart back.