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Oliver Sep 2018
Mind always scattered
Too many thoughts, all at once
All of them of you.
Oliver Sep 2018
Don’t know what to feel
My head tells me I’m alone
And I believe it.
Oliver Sep 2018
I would like to know
When I’ll be happy again
Do I deserve it?
Oliver Sep 2018
I think I might
Have too much to say
Too many thoughts
For my words to portray
I try to speak
My voice is weak
I think I’m giving up for today.

I think I might
Not be that okay
The horror film
In my mind will play
My head is a mess
I should lay it to rest
I think I’m giving up for today.

I think I might
Have gave it away
My demons will not
let me keep them at bay
I don’t want to feel
Why is this real?
I think I’m giving up for today.

I think I might
Be living in grey
I can’t seem to move
From here where I lay
My mind is a thorn
My soul has been torn
I think I’m giving up for today.

I think I might
Have to find a way
To calm my mental
Disarray
Please tell me how
I can fix this now
Maybe I’ll try another day.
Oliver Sep 2018
Perhaps I should try
Not caring for anything
Maybe I’ll be safe.
Oliver Sep 2018
The lightbulb on the roof
Is flickering with proof
That the mind is dangerous
It's a poison in our youth

Our thoughts are hazardous
There's war inside of us
How are we still alive?
The abyss is cavernous

That to which we strive
We know will never thrive
We're told we should surrender
We weren't destined to survive

Our wounds are feeling tender
Our hopes are getting slender
We're buying what we're told
From the catastrophe vendor

Our brains fill with mould
Our bodies grow cold
We'll die before we get old.
The title is German; it literally translates to "world-pain".
Oliver Sep 2018
I’ve lit the match
My mind is burning
My arms are yearning
My thoughts are turning
Into things I can’t catch.

I can’t stop the fire
The walls are aflame
I should carry the shame
Only I am to blame
For the red reaching higher.

I’m starting to choke
My mind is too brash
My thoughts turn to ash
My body will crash
I can’t see through the smoke.

I’m only dramatic
There is no fire
The situation isn’t dire
I’ve just tripped over the wire
Pacing through my mind’s attic.
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