Healthy eating Getting enough sleep Having supportive friends Having kind friends Having something to challenge you But not something that will Stress you out
At the end of the day If you have all these things But are still unhappy Then it may be time for a change
Is it possible to cry for a ghost? Not an actual spirit left behind, But for the shell that walks pass day after day. They look the same but those who knew then before can tell. They are no longer there. They have died within themselves. The person once known is gone. Is it normal to mourn the loss that happened but didn't? Is goodbye still goodbye if they're still here? Tell me.... Because I can't tell...
I wish I were as brave as the rain Because It's not afraid Of the waterfalls, The rocks The stones, The gulleys The thorns, or the dirt, The garbage Which when falling Is so pure But after the fall Gets through All the *******.. And Poisoned* ..... .. .
Do you ever just feel empty? As though your veins are hollow and insides are nothing but air? As though you look at yourself but you dont see any colour Like you are feeling so much that you've just stopped feeling at all?
Because thats how I feel right now Hopefully it wont last for long
I feel ugly I feel horrible Im honestly such a mean person without ever wanting to be I want to smile I want to be kind But honestly Im breaking inside I honestly want to fling myself off a bridge At least then Id stop hurting people At least then I could join my nana and grand dad
But I couldnt and wouldnt It would hurt too many people
So I guess I just have to continue waiting until my lungs take me Which shouldnt be too long v.v