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Five Fingers Dec 2014
Some nights
holding on to your words
feels like i'm losing grip of me
  Dec 2014 Five Fingers
kano
i think
only strangers will never fail to disappoint you
Five Fingers Dec 2014
Remember when we went to the barrage and had a picnic?
yeah that was nice. all those crazy photos and swatting away ants from our picnic mat. Do you remember that time you were grounded for months? and i was the only one who could come over and we'd play in your garden with the garden hose all afternoon and then have dinner in our drenched clothes. Do you remember that time we got drunk on breezers and my mum had to come pick us up? she was mad for so long after that and didnt want us to see each other but we did. many times. to have apple pie from macdonalds or just to talk about boys. Do you remember that time your mom found out you were smoking and i took the wrap for you and let her believe it was under my influence that you did so. she called me up and demanded answers from me and threatened to call my mom. Do you remember when we went for that camp together and cried like babies thinking about how small we've become since growing up in this world with people who don't understand us like we do each other? we made a pact to forgive all those people but we needed each others help. Do you remember us both crying about our first heartbreaks? It was so unfair because it was never our faults that it didnt work out. it was just never the right time or place. Thats how the universe pushed us together, we'd find each other in all the wrong times and it was the most beautiful thing. Do you remember when i found out you lied. Again, and then that other time. You told me it was a phase and its over. but the phases keep coming on. Do you remember the look on my face? did you notice it at all. cause thats the face when i knew everything that was coming out of your mouth was a lie. Why? i never understood. was i not accepting enough? Do you not remember everything we've been through or was it just never enough. Do you remember all that we used to be? Do you remember kicking up the leaves? Do you remember our plans to travel the world. Do you remember ME..?
today i lost my best friend to a pride that cannot be swayed.
Five Fingers Dec 2014
have you benefited from me?
this friendship
this love
is there anything more i can give you?
so your heart
i can touch

you try
everyday
and i know that it gets tough
but distance would mean the world to me
if only you understood that much

i know what its like in your shoes
trust me
i know
i do
but i also know that this is the only way
to stop me from hurting you

to answer your question
you have
ive learnt that sometimes the truth
can only serve to break someone
and so ill keep lying to you

your life cannot benefit from my honesty
and something i know too well
is that sometimes people grow better
without me
sometimes i just shouldnt tell

im sorry i know you dont understand
and perhaps you never will
but my heart it hurts for you everyday
but soon youll learn to tell your heart
"be still"
I know you dont understand right now. but someday i pray you will. Im sorry Luke.
  Dec 2014 Five Fingers
Erenn
This much I know now
My heart's been crying forever.
It stopped, when
It
heard
your
heart

beating to theĀ 
same rhythm.
Dedicated to someone I've fallen deeply on HP:)
Five Fingers Dec 2014
How can i even begin to tell you how bad this has ****** me up.
I dont know the words to tell you.
and even if i did would you hear what im saying?
or be too busy lost in each other's eyes,
while i am lost in the dark
how long more till this feeling goes away cause i cant keep crying like this. its been too many days and i dont know how long i can hold up anymore. I cant eat, i cant sleep. nothing. Please just make it stop.
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