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Five Fingers Dec 2014
Don't tell me things wont change
when the seasons have moved ahead of me
Don't tell me you'll stay the same
when the faces are already a blur
Don't tell me that you will fight for this
when I never agreed to battle
Don't tell me the ***** in my court
when the only player is me
Don't tell me all these empty promises
when you dont know how to see them through
Don't tell me that you're sorry
when this is the path you chose
Don't say that you're afraid of losing me
and then toss me into the shadowy bay
The only one who's losing is me in this
and I dont know how to be okay.
Im losing my mind battling with myself for something i don't even know is worth it anymore. **** me over once, shame on you, but **** me over twice, shame on me. I don't know how much more shame i can handle before i just slip away.
Five Fingers Dec 2014
Im afraid to fall asleep

                                                      

                                                               ­                             Im afraid to wake up


                                                              ­                                             another day
I cant face another day. everything inside me just screams "run".
Five Fingers Dec 2014
i will bite my tongue.

in the hollow belief
that someday

it will count for something.
Five Fingers Dec 2014
nothing makes sense anymore.
I go through the motions
I fake it another day
but nothing makes sense
I feel like i am speaking a language
that only i can understand
but whats the use in talking to myself right now
cause all i wanna do is scream at you
but you wont understand
and i cant even blame you
nothing makes sense anymore
ill just keep going through the motions
and hope one day someone will understand enough
to break my cycle
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