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I collapsed like your veins when I heard the news,
shooting up is all the rage
just follow the crowd, take the cues,
you're just an actress and now the golden scene is your stage

and he left a never healing bruise
and I left us on a blank page,
but this ***** bandage is just a rouse
love for you will never fade,

so stand on your balcony and be my muse,
I weep as you crawl into this cage
and take on this life you didn’t choose ,
powerless, to your coming of age.
In time my 'friends' have'nt stayed
Despite the fact i have payed
Many drinks and lots of fun
If i had a problem they would run

Many people i took in trust
Have to be strong, i am, i must
Things in life are wrong
Always remember; you have to be strong

Not for yourself, not today
Stay strong, and cry they may
Few things i do regret
But it happend, that's a fact

Can't tell, can't cry
The result from years of being spry
You can't do this yourself, You would die
It doesn't matter, I have to try

Can't show them my fears
Can't show them my scars
Can't show them the tears
Do what you do, Love inwards

This is a strugle everyday
Can't hide, Can't stay
Not only tommorow, to many days away
Your past is gone, Have to live
Stay on earth, Because hope you give
Just a few things that are in my head
I long to be loved
The way only
A true gentleman can
To be held
Like I am precious
And prized
I long for the touch
Of a caressing hand
The brush of gentle lips
To be told
Again and again
That I am beautiful
I long for the words
Of passion and devotion
Meant only for me
To be breathed in
As though I am
The air needed to live
I long to be dreamed of
Day and night
Every waking moment
To be the last thing
Seen at night
And the first in the morning
I long to be seen
With caring, warm eyes
Which see my bare soul
To be whispered to
In the crowds
So only I can hear
**I long
Oh, I truly long
I long to be loved
We are young and so wrong
But we are done and moving along
The order, we suffer
They took as in for ******
We are lost and broken
But it made us strong, awoken
Our father, we suffer
You left us sleeping in the gutter
We are old and the lonely
But we are holding so much memory
The gallows, we suffer
Choking hanging ropes getting tighter
Now we are just dust and ashes
Scattered through the wind in masses
The freedom, no more to suffer
Forever we'll journey on as a drifter
The oxygen secreted from the walnut tree,
the snap-pole green beans growing
up the side of the rusty garden fence, and
bags of aluminum cans stored  in the shed
with the old cash registers from the antique store.
These are the golden frames caught and
edited onto organic film, etched into grey matter,
projected from a foggy lens onto reflective marble.

We abandoned the clubhouse because of spiders;
they took the place for themselves after a storm.
Our new abode was the patch of grass between the
walnut tree and the fence in the back corner of the yard;
shady, rough terrain from fallen walnuts, and
the grass always had a slight dew in places.
"The place where the snakes live" is what we called it
when we were sprouts; now we could catch them in both hands.

One night, the wind blew over the shed doors;
flimsy, sliding rail, aluminum thing.
We slinked in and got to play with the old adding machines,
foreign tools, jars full of door hinges, and
rusty hand-crank egg beaters.
Eventually, the roof of the shed collected so many years
of twigs, walnut husks, and foliage fallen that
tiny trees began to pop their heads up from the clutter.

Crickets underneath the gutter guards-
two types; the black singers and the
ones you have to dig for that will draw blood
if they get a hold of one of your fingers.
Sometimes, if bravery was roused and boiling,
we would drift closer to the railroad tracks
in attempts to catch yellow jackets, or even hornets.
One popped their stinger into the back of my neck.
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Why is it that you keep lingering in my head
And I'm not even resisting the sounds that call out your name
Song lyrics always bring me back to the thought of you
They are ocean waves in which I swim
and somehow I always end up on your shore
Thank darkness
Because it shows you light.

Thank sadness
Because it shows you mirth.

Thank sickness
Because it shows you health.

Thank death
Because it shows you life.
Look at the bitterness towards us
can you see the hatred in their eyes
they despise us, treat us as like a plague
as we change to the viper stage

Oh yes, we will be more assertive
they will all soon know our might
we will turn on them and hit them hard
soon, so soon to the viper stage

We whisper our vows cloaked
we talk in numbers not feelings
no longer will we be caged
as we enter the final viper stage


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
She never looked so svelte or felt so fine
like she did when we met that time on the
shore.
The light reflected the light in her eyes
the sea reflected her will,
with the tides she came flowing,
all seeing,
all knowing,
coming and going, and
sewing the seeds of
I want and I need,
she feeds me.
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