It might rain
on your happiest day

There will darkness
on your light

There will be monsters
inside the kindest people

In every war
there are battles you will
lose

when you are pushed
there will bruises
when your up

Your cuts will eventually
be scars

There is sadness
behind those smiles

I know you're afraid
but keep those fears
keep them near
face them
everyday
until the time comes
you don''t need too

I know how badly you want to cry
let those tears fall
until you cant cry no more
until its dry

I know you miss her
keep her in your mind and heart
until you realise
she's still there
no matter what

I know you are confused
but keep seeking yourself
keep searching
don't stop
until the day
your question will be answered

Dear self
Keep pushing
keep seeking
fight on

I run to the world
to find a person
a person who is still a blur
a silhouette.
cause I run to the world
not knowing
who she is
cause in finding love
there is no map
no gps
no guide
you just have to the world
and hope for the best
I turned every stone
climbed every mountain
dove the deepest sea
and chased the horizon
but I guess
Love didn't want to be found
by me
I retraced my steps
and found another prints
and when I turned around
I realised I didn't need
to find love
cause love
was following me
there she is
with her
silent footsteps
who didn't run to the world
cause she was following me.

I just want to say
I'm still puzzled and confused
allot has been happening
so fast and so soon
It's a rush
my mind and my heart
just can't keep up
but I want it
I want everything
that's happening
even when I don't understand
even when I don't think
I deserve this
I want to keep it
cause even though I'm confused
there's an invisible smile
that you cant see
the happiness and joy
inside of me
cause I want it
I want you
I want to keep you
and
the love.
Maybe you cant
see this smile
but it wont fade away
This invisible smile
will going to stay.

How badly I wanted to be
A Hero
to be exact
The Hero of your story
cause life is full
of twist and turns
that I believe
heroes will not be forgotten
I wanted to be the Hero
so won't forget about me

So I started to be one
to you and only you
I was the hero when you where crying
held your hands
when your life was rough
said we will push through
cause I'm here for you
as a start it was easy
because when I held your hands
you held mine
I said I could really do this
protected you from all the harm
you paid me with a sweet smile
that had me charmed

Eventually you got used to it
that I will always have your back
that's why you never look back
you got used to the Hero
that will always look out for you
that you forgot to look at the hero
Now its starting to get hard
cause I wanted to be the your HERO
so you wont forget about me
but life doesn't work like that I see
cause the Hero
I wanted to be remembered
have been forgotten

I ran out to the world
All light and happy
Sharing the happiness
Inside me
Now everyone is joyful
when I went back
I forgotten
How to laugh
Cause I gave it all
Now the joy inside have died.