Sorry for
disturbing you
continue to your life
Sorry...

I'm alone now
like every
****
day
Nobody cares me
But I do
try my best
I'm always talking
sweet talk
nice words
But you
look my eyes
and say
"You have to be in there"
"All alone"

Rain start again
I'm still in there
in a house
that I built
There's everything
for me
My...
         fears
                mistakes
                darkness
         ­        memories
     life
Every feeling
hurts me
There's no light
for me
But I wait
Wait for something
I don't have any idea
what it will be
But I wait
I drink my coffee
and I wait
Rain stop again
like always
I know
It start crying for me
For my least favorite life

Previously
People live for honor
People die for honor
BUT
Today
honor kneel on the ground
FOR
Promotion
Step
Rise
Every **** things