paradise
lived
in those few
milliseconds
of
silence
between
every
thought.

You broke me to fix yourself,
and You left unnoticeably,
just after carrying all the weight
of Your agony on Your shoulder,
just after handing me this burden.

I let You drown yourself in my comfort
but when You found temporary peace,
You left,
You left with all confidence that I would be fine.

But I'm not.

I wont lie to You
I'm unhappy.
I'm emotionally unstable.
and I wish I'd know why I felt adhered

maybe because I was too busy fixing You,
to think about myself.

I am the one
who stayed awake
to listen to your problems,
I lost sleep for your affection,
for you to feel like
you had someone.
I wrapped your loneliness
around my
 arms,
whilst you injected your pain
in my bones,
but when things got better,
you decided to make your own world