I hate it
I hate this feeling
As if nothing is worth it
As if the world was black and white

It's currently raining outside
The sky cries with me

It's just not a good day
But I really feel as if I can't
Can't take it anymore

Quisiera quitarte de mi mente
Quisiera ver al mar y no pensar en ti
Quisiera poder leer poemas, y no recordar tu sonrisa
Quisiera no tenerte en mi mente cada momento de mi día
Me vuelve loca no dejar de pensarte
Me vuelve aún mas loca que no te tengo conmigo
Que debo esperar.
Solo espero, que cuando envejezca pueda vivir feliz y en paz, sabiendo que te tengo a mi lado.

Bella,
My sweet bella

The one who makes me feel like my whole body hurts because I miss her
It's too much
I miss those nights, the ones with the moon by our side
How our drunkness made us close
I never thought someone I've seen six times would mean so much to me
I need your presence, I'm broken
I need someone
I need someone with whom to share my ***** in a bottle mixes with gatorade
I need that sausage smell
I'm writing this while being ******
But my dear Bella, you mean the world to me and I never thought someone would become as important as you have
It's like you put the stars in the skies
I need you to have someone to drown my sorrows in a bottle with. I miss you
But I know sometime, soon
I'll get drunk and do fun stuff with you
Nothing seems fun without you, you might be the missing piece
but Dear Bella, wait for me, as the sun waits to rest when sunset comes. I love you as much as a cherry blossom tree loves it's beautiful flowers that just bloomed

I look back
See how you held me
I look back,
I see your kindness,
How caring and loving you were
All I can think about
Is about the time I spent with you
And how I wish I would've spent even more time
With you.
I miss you, that's all I can say.
We all miss you.