These words are for me,
For I'm the one who's hurting,
I'm just healing myself.

today i learned
maybe, you can’t
fit two broken pieces
together,
and expect it to last.

A reason to leave
A million to stay,
A heart full of words
But nothing left to say.

Tears for goodbyes
Hugs for the memories,
My love this may be it
To wake from our dreams.

this road i travel
I've been down many times
Which i think its always fate
who brings me back
time after time
in fact its me and myself destructive behavior
though i have to admit this feeling i savor
the pain and the depression
it really works in my favor
i've made to the end of my road
which i may have cheated along the way
but life isn't fair so why should i have to be
this road i travel just isn't a journey
its a self mission to make me the person
i'm always dying to be.