i miss those times when i didn't have to care
i had no worries
walking around with my head held high
fearless and brave
i could look any in the eye
and smile with the strength i had inside
now i break at the slightest word
a delicate being
so scared
and hurt

i haven't written in so long
i have had so much going on, things have been tough
lots of time spent alone and in silence
i didn't feel like spilling out my emotions i guess
but i'm back now & look forward to sharing my words with this community again
<3

and what a horrible day
to think that the man who gave me life
has somehow taken all the life in me
and hurt me
again and again
what a sad sad day

to all those with loving fathers
never take them for granted

heart is heavy
mind is on you
i miss you boy
i feel so alone
and you always felt like home

head pounding
my mind is on you
that disguised smile
cruel fingertips
leave me alone

crimson blood moon
black night chokes the stars
the forest howls
deathly dreams

fight your way out
kick and scream and punch and yell
loud
ruthlessly
they want to see you fall
and bleed
they have no idea
of the immense strength you hold inside
shock them