I think i want to do something good to you
Something nice
something to show i care
I think i may even say i love you
I never meant it
i guess that is just ok
But do not be restrained
i am actually quite good
I may be super toxic
But i am addictive too
My soul means no real harm
my intentions are real pure
My love is never ending
there is nothing it can't cure
My senseless intoxications
Are just part of a the journey you may embark
Don't be afraid to show your insides
I can't promise i don't bite

It's sad i know that i can have it
I advice your mind but now it's blinded
Your heart so nice and good to me
Your soul so precious
It is not all i see
Messed up i know i can't retreat
Us two one hurts it is not me

See how do you think i can still make it through?  
It is hard
My life is aware of the risks and unpaid dues
She is far
Un-existent but perfect my love
What i want?  
There is no answer just call me **** up
Look at me it is hard I'm as ugly as can be
Senseless and normalcy
All i see is...
Soulless senseless normalcy

That is just how it is
I like to do touch and see
Why fight when love is all we need

I am venom to you all
I should not stay i should not go
I want you here but go away
I can't won't work at such a place

Who am i?
What do i really want?
Indecisive no questions answered
Stay away I'll break your heart

Time happens it all leaves
Like crashing  waves of i wanted to be

Get it?
of course you don't
can't find myself away from my want

All i want and all i need
All is towards what actually fullfils

I am what i be
I be what i am
Whatever you say i don't give a ****

Biggest **** up
You will ever meet
Who knew such disgrace could ever be me?

Yes i am
So long lost
Try to find
Meaning on my life alone
It is no depression
I don't believe in that ****
It is no" suicidal tendency"
Life is meant to be lived and happily
It is more of a confusion
More of a too much going on
More of a nice battle
More of a looking forward to the war
More of a learning period
That is where i am at
Lost confused but glad i am

Oh you and I
It sounds so nice
We could we should
But can't is an option too
I can't  belive how cruel is our destiny
How could we be?
If it is all against you and me