the way his hand perfectly matched mine was sadder than the day he left

finding someone whom you truly love and think that they are perfect and knowing that they will leave, is sadder than the day they actually leave.

i can smell my burning heart

no matter how lonley it gets,
don't throw yourself at them like if they were heaven.

i'd rather have all my bones broken
than to have a broken heart.

don't drink poison and wait for it to **** your enemies..

love scares me,
there is too much commitment to it
and i can't really commit to something or someone
and the thought that the person you love can simply reach to a point where they don't love you anymore and you can't do anything about it,
you can never force anyone to love you
and that scares me
because i love him

maybe i should start drinking everyday
cause you liked me better when i was drunk..