The reason I came home
I ran into bones
Saw death of a soul
And that soul was my own
Saw betrayal and heart
Deception on faces
Principals forsaken
To instinctual basics
Saw merciless cases
Rendering society faceless
I ran into my home
Deep down in my basement

I delve into a world
of woman without thinking
So many girls
but one has a meaning
She is a true friend
nothing is weird or boring
When I'm around her,
my spirit is soaring
She makes me blessed
but she doesn't claim best
She accepts being the least
and keeps no secrets
Been to hell and back
but God label her a "keeper"
I would never leave her,
she is apart of the team
She is my homie forever,
a wonderful queen

I take my stand
Between the great
And the unfortunate

To mediate the wealth
My many talents
Are forced to get

To alleviate pressure
With generous efforts
And become who I am

Not anything lesser

Grind
My mind is on the clock with no rest
Searching in the deep
Peace is my peak
So I simplify
If I buy the newest ride
I consider could I give it up
If not I drop
If so I cop
What is a knot for
But to buy love
New friends to support
With hopes to cultivate a family
Ecstasy
That feeling I get
When my real brothers next to me
Me
A user of money
To bring out the best in me
And giving is my destiny


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The world helped me change
I keep my heart locked up

My aim is never the same
Cause I grow constantly without distraction from lames

Honestly, my lane is surrounded by them
They look wondering, who is this man?
Although I'm clouded by fear, I do what I can

My meekness is my weakness
But also the raising of hands

I can't help myself
I'm only the spirit of man

But this is my end
The last time I could be mentioned

After a man lays down his life
Others earn them a mission

And this was my sentence
The connection of letters and words
To unify every distance
To silence the talk
With love without limits

Dragging Because My Spirit Laid Low
Appealing For Endurance To Complete Another Day
Guilty Conscience Says Case Closed
But Hope In God Always Finds Another Way

Using Up My Last Physical Strength
But Renewing My Will By An Invisible Substance
Guiding Me Out of This Cynical Place
To Where I Exist In Invincible Moments

Wish I could see
a word that flies

One that finds
a space in time

Carves its future with
me in mind

And takes a sip
of worst in life*

#friendship

Be my friend
My love is in you
Take me away
And show me truth
I don"t care about my own
I see only fire in my bones
My life isn't nothing without recovery
Regenerate to my previous sate
Before I was placed into human hands
Perfect my strength in the mist of my enemies
Give me a heart for the homeless
Cause I know I don't own this
Fill your possession with your spirit
Take my prayer and hear it
Feel it and take action
Save me from myself
Cause I believe anything can happen
When you are my **help

Deep in me
I'm fading away
What makes me myself
No longer exists
Into an abyss
My eyes search for what is
But silent hope
Unfolds once again*
#death #Jesus #cross

As I walk through confusion**

In a world of illusions
The facts are my guide
From microscopic flesh
To my intuitive faith I decide

Never claiming wise
Thus rejecting information
Desiring mastery of the basics
A revolutionary dedication

Through ignorance and fear
Only the humble can survive
On a ride past the angels
And where darkness will reside

Lightning in my eyes
From the words that collide
In the soul waxing bold
A son of god in disguise

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On to a perfect relationship
Anxouisly faded through life with a pen on a pad
Calulating dreams like its math
Adding cash like it'll last
The treasures of past stashed in a bag
The tears that soak through cracks
The ones from a broken heart
Who hugs bravely
Giving love greatly through
Trails and phases where hate is racing
Through the veins of babies
Chasing the oppurtunity to accuse a partner
Not knowing it abuses the sparkles
Of life and ridulcles the author
Traveling through countries until the soul is faded
And finished changing into the presence that made it

My hopes are deemed impossible
I live in places where immortal races see light as basic
They shine brighter than the sun after shades are removed
My grove is slower than the average
The baggage I hold is lavish
A ticket to my heavenly home
My beverly hills, where adventurous thrills are normal
I'll storm out of this body if I had too
My surrondings are like mountains
But I've amounted to a giant
Crying in my soul, cause I grow bigger than possible
Limits want me to stay with the course
But I'm bored of the usual. I know I'm unusual
My imagination is craving attention
The door to another world slightly opening
Standing and hoping
Praying and coping
One eye on my dreams
One purpose for me

Almost slipped and fell into a deep that dwells
Beneath the cells where spirits yell and
**** themselves with blows of rage
But I close that page when knowledge saves

Me from my ignorant self not knowing help
Is across the way saying names until
We see the brave will in our deepest ways
Between the waves that crash our days

I hear my name when I start this maze
Through the heartless phase when people hide
Their face and stay not amazed when love is gave
But stuck and dazed while we dig our graves

But I'm still amazed how grace will pay
My way into the endless phase, I say Thank you
Walking on a earth thats hateful sipping daily
On knowledge so my soul stays grateful

The angels make us perfect
In a realm of pain with no wisdom

A prison of blaming a human
Not knowing love hides from accusing

We're fighting and abusing until
Faith shines in the soul who's losing

The care of the humiliated
Brings the spirit to life

To prove humility is the way we fight
Following the path of total surrender

Making the mind come awake
Until we see God and remember

I'm a universe of scattered words
Hoping to conform to a lasting image
Watching lights inspect my yearns
To correct my ways and set the limits

A burning soul holding to the endless moments
With hopes to stay away from the past
A dark spot in a vessel of holiness
Diminishing my weakness at last

Closer seems farther
So increase the effort
But lose respect
Try to be good
But wear the shame
Humble myself
To become a king
Lose my life
And gain creation
Pour out my soul
To be filled with pain
Transform my hate
To endless fame
Break the rules
To save a man
Be nothing to them
But something to him
Be ready to die
Be ready to live
Stay willing to work
And willing to give
But never claim victory
Never take what is his

I can't play numb
My heart's not dumb
I won't give up
I love what's tough
I love to break down
Just to build up
I need that pressure
Love takes effort
It seems like evil
But nothing sings better*

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Overwhelmed with angered passions
Carried by hope of lasting
Floating with bravery
Basking in the glory of freedom
Blending in confusion but reflecting meaning
Quiet sounds while the soul is singing
Riots mount and our flesh is bleeding
War for a conclusion to end illusions
And give amusement for the one who knew it

Set my priorities straight cause I can't deal with my emotions
My tears keep pouring over my heart that is stolen
I know your words are golden so I hold on
I try to stay focused but so much goes on

I love to love so I'm yearning for pain
I'm learning to trust when I don't understand
This is my aim to be the perfection of man
No matter how long it takes I know that I can

I need a bigger audience
That's what I tell myself
I'm living by myself
In a room full a people
I'm invisible
Then I realized it's spiritual
My cross is different
A cross none the less
I stretch to give my best
I'm out of breath after every single test
My emotions are like oceans
Wavy and unstable when a storm comes through
Jesus, your armed with truth
At least I know that truth
Or believe it
With my own eyes
I never seen it
Or seen a demon
Or anything like that
Which leaves me wondering
Where are my eyes left at?
Still not fitting in
Nothing has changed since I was born here
But I'm not given in
My dream is not born yet

The day my problems became visible

When I thought of my sufferings
They instantly came over me

I saw it was good cause
My ambitions are always growing

I desire to test my treasure so
I bring life to every harming weather

The storms that send fire through my arms
And swarms of confusion into my presence

In this I feel the essence of father
Always patient with his creations
In every fault that stems from our hatred

The true meaning of greatness;
Bearing under every struggle in hope
With no room for complaining

I'm aiming for perfection
The understanding that every
Obstacle is the chance for a lesson

The knowledge of power
Which turns ignorance sour
When applied, captures the reign over blessings

And this was the message;
In every hurt, search for some leverage
And then we'll be reverent

She left
Mind body and soul
Thought she was a young one
So I haply let her go

Walking on this road
I've never found another
The willingness to watch me creep
Then slide in like a brother

And show me of a another
Until my desire is extinguished

Until I'm dreaming of a life
That's void and without meaning

I don't express to a man
How could he understand
When he walks by what seems
When I reach for me in darkness and deep
When I believe that my heart takes
Wisdom to teach from the struggles I meet
Me is my own task to complete
And be all I'm destined to be
By the integrity of love
That hugs every cell living in me
Who do I need
If not myself
The one mind
That connects every moment for help
All is my own
Even the humility in me
That opens the mind for wisdom
When God is giving to me
My exalted measure is the same
When I'm down
So every being that thinks
Is king with me now

On the other side,
Attentive ears in tuned with my coming

Knowing every step
Produces something beautiful to say

Seeking something
Victorious after achieving the crown of life

Listening to stories
Of followers who conquered and found the light

See my grind
Before you hear my words
Judge my mind
And know my future
#Focused #Faith

I need one law
To put depth in my cells
Give motive to dwell here
Division of body and mind
Establishes hell here
I need universal truths
Grounded in spiritual roots
So I can plant me a seed
And watch till it shoots

#thesearch #souljourney #spiritual