I thought you were the one
that i would spend my whole life with
I thought you'll give
the same amount of love i did.

I am more that willing
to give you my everything,
but you chose to ignore me
when you're all i see.

I even felt the need to move on
from something that doesn't even turned on,
i thought i won't ever move forward
because you've been pulling me backwards.

But despite of all the tears,
thank you  for letting me pass through my fears.

Thank you for not choosing me,
when i only have my eyes on you.
For all the mixed signals you gave me,
making me think that you'll love me too.

Thank you for making me realize that you not choosing me,
is the start of me choosing myself.
Thank you because i am finally free,
from someone who won't even look at me.

I am now finally happy,
i found someone who wont  doubt on choosing me.

Thank you also, for realizing,
that i will always be your 'The one that got away'.

I saw him
wearing that black shirt of his,
and a tight brown pants.
riding his skateboard,
towards me.

he raised his hands,
signaling me
that it was him that i am looking for,
and that was few years ago...

Today, i saw him again
wearing a different black shirt
and a sweat shorts.
He said it's more comfortable than wearing a pants.
No skateboards,
just bus rides with me.

He raised his hands one more time,
signaling me
and still, after 3 months,
it is still him that i've been looking for.

I used to think that there are no such things as parallel universe.
That we only live in this current situation and that everything is planned ahead of us.

But the you came along, unexpectedly and unbelievably.

You're a believer of parallel universe and that our fate depends on what choices we and the people around us decided to make.
You said that life is a constant choices you need to choose from.

And suddenly, i believed you.

I believed that our unexpected meeting is not our choice, but our past choices are.

I chose someone who didn't choose me, and same goes for you, and their choices leads to our story.

I couldn't thank them less for not choosing both of us.
We may feel a bit sad before, but look at us now, we're both more than what we deserve.

And i want you to know, that if i had to choose again, over my change of fate and you, i will always choose you, and i'm going to make my own fate with you in it.

You asked me before
if i am ever sure
to continue  the story
composed by you and me.

I wrote everything
even the change of my breathing
for i thought you'd stay with me
because you  swore for eternity.

Now my stories are piled up
because you already gave up.
Now i looking for someone
willing to write one.

fireworks never amuse me
it's just like watching colored smoke up in the skies.
but then you came along,
and became that colored smoke in my life.

i know you won't do any good for me
but i would still choose to inhale you
to keep you alive
inside of me.