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2.0k · May 2017
GUILT
kelly jane May 2017
In the heart of the guilt
lies a poison worst than that of a cobra
He stays speechless when accussed
Like a robe tied round his neck
The truth burns down his throat
Like a burning flame down a hole
Causing him an unease feeling
To split out the truth
Thou tries to stick to his lies
But the burning flame burns him harder
Till he let go the truth
The pain cuz by guilt can only leave when the truth is sent out
Avoiding the truth will just hurt the heart more.
But when truth is sent out, then and only then can the heart be at peace
1.8k · May 2017
FAREWELL
kelly jane May 2017
Everyday and every night
Memories of you in my mine
Regrets for the old time
When you were still alive

Every step i take
Every move i make
I recall the day
When you drift away
Every single day
I will pray
I'll be missing you

Helding on to your lips last sound
I watch each petal falls down
Hoping you were around
With the wind in my hair,looking down town
I tell myself times around
I'll move on with no doubts
Cuz in my memories you stayed safe and sound
1.7k · May 2017
LOVE YOURSELF
kelly jane May 2017
A deep fear within her heart
To be denied by all
She hides in the dark, to stay unnotice
Wishing to be loved
But never knew how to love herself
Hoping to be loved
She lies in others shadow

She tries creating an image of herself
By standing behind others photos
Tries to mark her name
On other's page.
She  calls her self worthless
What an irony,cuz she was worth more
Facing the left side of life
She never turned to the right side.
As the wind blows
It whispered to her
"Before hoping to be loved
Learn to love yourself first"
1.3k · Apr 2017
BREAKUP
kelly jane Apr 2017
This, that on conception and analysis
Seems easy and appropriate
On practice is worst
Than being tortured as a prisoner
To admit the truth
Feels like experimenting the literal bleeding
Of the most important ***** in one's body
And once task completed
It feels like the worst has been done
By the practicer.
1.0k · May 2017
POETRY EXPRESSION
kelly jane May 2017
I felt as to cry
I felt as to scream
I felt happy,joyful
I felt as to express myself
To bring out my point of views
But nobody understood me
And no one was listening
In Poetry I found a means to express myself
And let my heart speak for itself.
A means to release my pains and my joy.
A piece of paper and a pen was enough
To put in my feelings
And release the burden from my heart
880 · Apr 2017
DISGUISE
kelly jane Apr 2017
A loveable mask
Admirable in all eyes
But desiteful beyond doubts
A burden for the masked
But a hope to smile
And hurts forgotten

A rae view of life
The fear at everynight
To see it's mask fall
Like the hope of a dieing patient
To never see the sunlight again
A single wish in it's eyes
To fing happiness unmasked

A life of rose when masked
A life of thorn when unmasked
Thou reach out for the rose
But behold he holds a treacherous rose
With just an artificial beauty
Which sills thou's heart in internal torture

A wish to turn back time
To adapt to the torns
Which within it is hidden happiness
But thou can only regret
Cuz as time passes by
The treacherous rose fades away
843 · May 2017
THE WAITING
kelly jane May 2017
In dreams i see you
In taughts I imagine you
Facing the stars i wish to see you
You, living at the other side
Did you ever taught of me
Do your heart still call out my name
Is the ocean standing between us
Too large for you to come for me
That I'll never know
But I hope the stars
Tells you am still waiting.
671 · Apr 2017
ILLUSIONS
kelly jane Apr 2017
If a wish could make a change.                                                          ­           Then we'll live in chains.                                                          ­                                                         If live was a game,i wish i never payed.                                                           ­    I hope just a sound could change the world around.                                                          ­                                                             If tears were enough to stop the fading joy.                                                             ­                                                            Then a pooll of blood I'll shed for evalasting  joy.                                                 ­                                                         I wish i had a choice, to take away the hurts.                                                           ­                                                            Why long last the pain,and second last the joy.                                                             ­                                                            If a step to the past, can bring life to a restart.                                                         ­                                                          Then surely I'll prevent,the falling glasses,.                                                        ­                                                          And held on to time, as if it was the last.                                                            ­                                                                 ­ Alas,times runs ahead,but left me behind.                                                          ­                                                              But­ now alone with a single regret, to have let time pass me by.                                                              ­                                                                 ­ I hope atleas i die like the night rose, full of grace.
660 · May 2017
GREED
kelly jane May 2017
A chase after the wind
Looking bigger than the eyes can see
An uncontented feeling of always wanting
Torching further than his hand could reach
A malicious desire to be above all
Crept into his heart
Unsatisfied with silver
He throw it off
And he rushed out for gold
Which turned to be attainabe
Restless nights and tormented soul but
Kept on looking for more
But forgot he already had it all
Maliciously controled
He felt in a deeper pit
Which he couldn't save himself
The maliciouse feeling drift away with the wind
Left alone with a tormented soul
With a single desire left within him
To give up the ghost
As he hopelessly raised his eyes *****
A spark sprung in his eyes as he saw
A crowd of friends rush up to him
To rebeat his fading heart.
562 · May 2017
GREED
kelly jane May 2017
Kept on looking for more
But forgot he already had it all
As he hopelessly raised his eyes *****
A spark sprung in his eyes as he saw
A crowd of friends rush up to him
548 · May 2017
TOUS PAREIL
kelly jane May 2017
Bein different makes no difference
Status,Country,Race makes no change
Cause we all respond by one heart
Breath in and out the same air
Like roses we all respond
By different names and colours
But feels the same beat of life

We all love and get hurt
We all got strenght and weakness
We all are subjected to mistakes
We all experience downfalls and boom

Chritians,Islams,Pegans makes no difference
With a bond we all are tied
Drawn together by our dreams and emotions
We build up a stronger tomorrow
All these i learnt
From a little french damsel
Who held my hand and said
"ONT EST TOUS PAREIL"
545 · May 2017
FAREWELL
kelly jane May 2017
Everyday and every night
Memories of you in my mine
Regrets for the old time
When you were still alive

Every step i take
Every move i make
I recall the day
When you drift away
Every single day
I will pray
I'll be missing you

Helding on to your lips last sound
I watch each petal falls down
Hoping you were around
With the wind in my hair,looking down town
I tell myself times around
I'll move on with no doubts
Cuz in my memories you stayed safe and sound
526 · Apr 2017
MUM'S LOVE
kelly jane Apr 2017
A glowing eye filled with love
A tender hand of shelter
A gracious smile on your face
Is enough to keep me alive
A unique feeling
So warm and tender

With her eyes she makes me
Promises of a lifetime of love
"No,one's gonna hurt you love
I'm gonna give you all of my love
No body matters like you"
Her tender arms caresses me
feels like being enclosed in a fine linet

With her lips she teaches me
right from wrong
With her arms she guides my every foot steps
A love that can't be compared
I felt so,looking into her eyes

In her eyes,sparkling little stars bright
But turns to thousands of soldiers
To rescue me from harm
Careless of her safety
She fearlessly climb mountains and hills
To keep me safe in her fine linet arms.
451 · Feb 2021
I wish
kelly jane Feb 2021
I wish, I told you how I felt
Let go the fear and doubts
Trust my guts for once
Then maybe, I won't be stuck
Writing this, staring in pain
at your wedding pictures
430 · Feb 2021
ChildHood
kelly jane Feb 2021
I recall those days
I ran after the walking moon
Dreamt to be carried on the wings of a fairy
Gazing at every little thing with amazement
Admiring the wind's beautiful melody
Filled with curiosity and expectations
Fearlessly danced through the rain
With just one thought in mind
Being happy was my only goal
But as time goes by
The ageing crystal rain melts away
alongside my cherished childhood
424 · Apr 2017
JOURNEY
kelly jane Apr 2017
If you left without a reason
Then don't come back with an excuse
On your own you made your choices
For no objective, u went to the unknown
But now back with regrets
408 · Apr 2017
TREACHEROUS RED ROSE
kelly jane Apr 2017
It's infinite colour
As dense as blood
As hurtful as a piercing arrow
Painful beyong imagination
Confused looks it's admirer
When looking beyong it's colour

It's beauty is fake
It's true colour is seen
As it fades away
Bringing imagination
Beyond definition
Unexpressable

What secret does it hides
That surpass man's thought
It's beauty name love
But as it fades away
It moves along with it's attribute
Leaving just a grain of hope

Untouchingly pierces the heart
Leaving an unseen infinite wound
Bringing just a single desire
To fade away with it's beauty
The last grain of hope pass away
And along with it went my heart
395 · Apr 2018
Timid love
kelly jane Apr 2018
Shy alone in my corner
Timidly I observe your move
Hoping for your glance
With the wind for company
My heart fades at every bit of your leaving steps
I hope you stay
And be my courage
Held my hand and be my strength
Starring at your glowing eyes
I wish to be in your armes
And let go the lonely cloud.
Your mind is leaving
But I'll held tied to your heart
Till you stay and be mind
391 · Apr 2017
DUSK
kelly jane Apr 2017
The sun goes to rest
The moon takes over
Lives, put to a pause
As all eyes are closed
Whispering by the night creatures
cause their dawn just begun

Night roses glowing with beauty
To admire the moon singing
As the wing blows away
Along with it went the past
The shining stars carries
Each heart to it's dream town
As the night rose, drops it's last petal
The moon retires
And make way for the sun
390 · Nov 2017
TIMID
kelly jane Nov 2017
Loosing strength at a notice of a glance
Trembling at the sound of mockery
Ceased breath at the presence of silence
Speeding heart at the face of pressure
Loosing words at the speaking edge
I feel, when expressing you

Till when Will you stop
Hunting my mind and soul
Creeping through every piece of me
I got no shield to keep you away
I got no sword to fight you
But a pill of determination
And a grain of courage
As the sea waves flows away
I hope to see you leave
Standing up and facing each day with courage is better than living years of timidity. Even the world forgets you when you close up yourself
390 · Jul 2017
YOU
kelly jane Jul 2017
YOU
You look familiar, lying down the ground
Taughts of you years back
Flows through my mind
Words to describe your journey, I can't define
For infinitely you move around
Change from one objectif to another
Bravely you accept your faith
Speechless you endure the trend
372 · Apr 2018
Stay
kelly jane Apr 2018
Your here but your heart's not
Looking at  me in the eye
But your eyes glows no more
It's crystal clear in my mine
But not in the heart
Think about us and not you
Say not, what your about to say
Before you roll the dile
Take a step to the past
And grab a taste of our sweet times
Tell me whats taking you away
Then I'll change, to have you stay
Put on a mask to make you smile
I'll change to someone else
That someone that grabs your attention
To revive the flame of love
I'll do the unforgettable
Just stay!!!
364 · May 2017
LIFE
kelly jane May 2017
It is maze in which only the smart makes through it
It is a game where only the wise wins
It is a journey where only the courageous understake
It is risk in which only the brave overcome

The clumsy's get lost in the maze
The heedless loose the game
The cowards lose their way
The frightened remain domant
335 · Jun 2017
Untitled
kelly jane Jun 2017
Those who create
Their own drama
Deserve their own
karma
329 · May 2017
TATOO
kelly jane May 2017
A sticky mark on the flesh
As a graffiti on a wall
A sign of the past
memories of the fading dahlia
Stick as a thorn on the flesh

Can be covered but never leaves
Cause the heart is filled with regrets
The soul gasp for air
As the memories suffocate his mind
The night wind refreshes the mark
Cause the thoughts invades his heart
As the cold wind touch his chest
Laid on the bed with a single wish
That someday, the rain will wash away the stain
Helding to past memories(pains),does no good to heart.Prevent yourself from carrying this load by letting go the  past memories
326 · Apr 2017
OBSESSION
kelly jane Apr 2017
I gave you my heart
You denied me yours
I held on to the last hope
But you took it away
You infiltrated every of my thoughts
Every of my wishes
Was for you to be mine
In my heart i inscripted your name
I was falling deep into you
But someone held me up
322 · Apr 2017
ANXIETY
kelly jane Apr 2017
What does my futur holds
Just a glance of the future
I wish i could see
Am i gonna be there or not
Is it gonna be hurtful or lovely
Is it gonna be constructive or distructive
It is gonna be a white rose or a dark one
Is it gonna be worth living for
Am i gonna be inlove or heart broken
Is it gonna build me up or tear me down
How i wish i knew
315 · Apr 2017
COMPLICATED
kelly jane Apr 2017
No matter what we say
No matter what we do
We fight we breakup
We kiss we make up
We left but kept coming
Back for more
Just can't explain
What can i say
It's complicated
315 · Apr 2017
REGRETS
kelly jane Apr 2017
A thousand of words won't be enough
To make up for my past mistakes
A pool of tears won't be enough
To wash away my errors
A time machine won't be enough
To prevent the falling glasses
I watch each petal fades away
Helplessly i said "sorry".
290 · Apr 2017
SINNER OR SAINT
kelly jane Apr 2017
I lied to protect you
I killed to save you
I stole to give you
I destroy to rebuild for you
I hurt anyone,to see a smiling you
I ruin all those who hurt you
All this, i did for you
But who am I, to you
280 · Apr 2017
SHADOW
kelly jane Apr 2017
Lost in the dark,unkown but seen                                                             ­                                                           A beautiful night rose,masked in the lighting darkness.                                   Waiting for the last sunlight.                                                        ­                     To sprung it's beautiful reddish petals.                                                              Worthy of the moon's praises.                                                         ­                But scared to be recognised but denied.                                                            The fear to take a step to the light.                                                           ­      And attract all the mocking eyes.                                                            ­               A fear to be rejected through time.                                                            ­                                                         As if the light was a crime.                                                           ­                    But though, feel so right.                                                           ­                                                            So retained itself from dreaming.                                                        ­               But tries to keep on smiling in the darkest lighting                                                         ­                                                            But ends up sorcking in tears.                                                           ­            Cause it's disguised beauty is now fading.                                                        Without a stare of the sunshine.                                                        ­                   A regret to have let go, but not held on to the last atom of light.                      A regret to leave the earth bare.                                                            ­            Without it's on mark on it.                                                              ­                                                                A regret to have not been loved.                                                           ­                 To be worth a tear shadding,as it fades
258 · May 2019
farewell, my love
kelly jane May 2019
I see you only in my dreams
Smiling back at me
helding me tied within your arms
Whispering in my ear to move on
But i closed my eyes so tied
hoping to never wake up from this dream
But as the sun rosed up
My beautiful dream fades away with my love

I wish you never left along with the wind
I count every single star in the night
hoping to fing you amongt
The night breeze frozed my tears
But your love kept my heart warm
But the truth remains the same
I will never see you again
Nothing hurts more than losing the one you love mostm
180 · Apr 2021
love again
kelly jane Apr 2021
I loved once, twice, thrice  even more
Felt it's sweetness and melancholy
Danced to it's tune
Tripped several times
Stumbled sometimes
but can't stop, can't help
to want anything else than taste
Over and over again
the beauty of love
158 · Feb 2020
Heartbroken
kelly jane Feb 2020
I'm overwhelmed and confused too
It's no one's fault and it's difficult
but it hurts a lot
I'm not going anywhere else though
I feel like this is where I'm meant to be
So let me just suffer here peacefully
With hope as the only thing to hold on too
Take all the time and space you need
Maybe you're my maybe…
And that's worth every sacrifice
Bye for now
When love's not reciprocal never force it better accept the fact and move on rather than end up with a shatered heart
141 · Apr 2021
Lost
kelly jane Apr 2021
I tried to write out my feelings
But couldn't define nor explain
How or what I felt
Made  up a closed world in my head
To get into when things get hard
But now I can't find my way out

Passing through a populated street
But feels like walking through the desert
I wish I could explain
But words won't be enough
To explain how I really feel

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