This cigarette box holds comfort, secrets, and weakness
when i open the top and stop when i spot what she wrote...
*Do You Really Need It ?

I remember the little evil by every little kiss
Open the box to get my fix
To open the box once is a sin on the top shelf
But it seems like the smoke helped me heal my self
Flip back the box and steal my breath
My lungs can feel the death
I know it will hurt me
but not as much as the rest

The world split in half
And on each end were lovers
The sun and the moon
Again and again
They chased each other
For days
Weeks
Months
Years
Decades
And only on certain occasions would it seem they passed closely

A day where the moon passed in front of the sun
We saw the earth go dark
Only for moments
And the silence we shed in awe
Aligning of the sun around the moon
And just like that
It went away again
The sadness they cried
Knowing they had to await another shortcoming while chasing the shadows of each other
But they still belonged together
Like yin and yang

We watched the sun dip below
When the moon began to shine
Looking meek it said goodbye
Time too short, time they seek
Again they wait
Years
Months
Weeks

Once we entered that room I could feel the eagerness
our lust and single touch was a catalyst
a butterfly kiss that gave the perfect reaction
in that one action the ****** tension would be crushed like a dry leaf while my fingers memorized your body
I could feel the passion through  your heart beat
I could feel your soul quiver through  your breathing
I could hear your thoughts through the sound of you trying to keep quiet
we were in sync like a clock pendulum
we moved together like an Olympic figure skate duo
and me and you know
anytime we find time to be alone and adore
its the only time we don't have to worry
whats on the other side of the door

Silence in my room you can hear it for miles the more i think about it
the farther i seem to drown
until my feet hits the floor
and the bottle hits the ground
the high may take may take the pain away
but the thoughts they stay around
oh they stay around by my self


i wish id sleep it off
ignore every question
knowing your not here is much far from the best thing
for me or you
the truth is im wrestling
my feelings and my self and i dont see me winning this at all
no matter how high you get
you best know to fall in love