don't be deceived by her kiss
as her heart's still his

i'm still figuring out about
what to write.

maybe a little bit about
how we fight
or how you vanished out of sight?

i'm still figuring out about
what we had
it's just too sad
oh-uh, am i going mad?

i'm still figuring out about
what i felt
because all i ever had
was gone in a sec.

i'm still figuring out about
what to write.

maybe about
the sleepless nights
or our endless fights?

or maybe a bit about
the sensation you gave
or your presence that i crave?

i don't know.
i'm still figuring it all out.

maybe she hated the world so much
that made her love the space too much.

maybe she hated the color of her eyes so much
that made her love his blue eyes too much

maybe she hated her life too much
until it made her die from her inside.

maybe she hated breathing too much
so when he kissed her, she asked for his clutch.

or maybe she just love him too much.

i never said that i was unhappy when you left me.
i was happy.

i was happy for you
because you'd not end up with someone like me.

i was happy for me
because i can't hurt you anymore.

i was happy for me
so i won't make you cry anymore.

yes i know
i might be a little unhappy
because you left me
because i can never find another you
because i will lose your complexus
your kiss and your touch
everything that used to connect us.

i might be a little unhappy when you left
because i can never love again
i vowed to the clouds that you were my last
because i thought you were the last.

but nah
i was happy when you left me.