your name is
forbidden in
my mouth
or in my heart
because when
i think about
you;

i'll cry a little more,
hurt a little stronger
love a little softer
because you no longer
make me feel sober

i'm drunk on the
memory of you

i need to stop
setting myself on fire
to keep you warm.

it wasn't until the sun rose
that I realized
just how much
I was in love with the moon