I was told,
Crying shows weakness
To never cry
In front of others
So I never did,
Every time I felt like crying
I showed a smile
That would make people believe,
I was happy
To laugh off others joke,
That was killing me inside out
I smiled,
I felt like crying,
But I held it in
I looked at people,
With a gentle smile
They never noticed,
How much tears,
Have been held inside
It’s killing me,
It really is
I want to cry out loud,
And show people,
What I really feel
But I can’t,
Because it shows weakness
So instead,
I cry inside,
Causing a major flood.

I speak from experience,
Don’t love a person twice,
Only his appearance,
Could turn you into icy ice.

I speak these words,
Because they are lonely truths,
They stab like swords,
To show and not to soothe.

Believe me or not,
The love you feel is very tight,
Like a single knot,
But easily untied.

Only the one,
Can make you feel at ease,
But it is not to be the one,
Who easily release.

It is then when you know,
Who is the one who is truly worth,
When you ask questions like what and how?
And feel the entire Earth.

Again I say,
It is truly pain,
But endure another day,
Just right after the rain,

And there it is, the perfect sun.

I have a message,
To all those out there
Who have been hurt, betrayed, and lied to
I say this once,
I’ll say it again
Stay strong,
Wait for tomorrow
A brighter day
A day that will arrive no matter what
But will you be there?
Yes, you will
Tomorrow will be the day
You smile, with all your heart
And laugh, with all your might
Be there, be happy
Show them,
Who you truly are
The strong, powerful and bright
The person they’ll regret
Throwing away
Like useless trash
Make them think
Make them want you back
And tell them,
NO
This is a message,
Stay Strong.

She’s born a girl
But knows not what fear is
She wonders in her sleep
‘How great would it be
If I was born a boy
When in need of strength
The hidden is stronger
When in need of support
The trust comes forward
Just why was I not born a boy’
But she does not complain
Only dreams in her sleep,
She live the life of liberty
Just like those creatures,
Soaring through the skies
She loves the world,
She trusts herself,
She believes in power,
Within herself
She’s a Strong Willed Girl.

My dready face,
My swollen eyes,
My lonely heart,
My broken self.

I'm broken now, you made me fall...you've disappeared

I laugh like it's nothing,
I talk like it's normal,
I greet as if we're fine,
I smile as innocent as possible.

But the truth is,
It's hurting so much,
When all the memories,
Starts stabbing me.

...

I wish you knew,
How much you meant,
To start anew,
Like a metal bent.

But first, I have to melt away and be shaped again...